One hundred Sleepless Nights

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So this is gonna be a really story and early chapter because I have slight writer's block, so I'm gonna update early and give myself more time to update next week. Anyway, I hope you don't mind c:

Stay Strong Dizzy Dreamers, I love you all :*

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Paige was so scared, and she said she didn't know why. I didn't care the reason, I just didn't want her to hurt herself anymore.

"Paige," I whispered to the girl in my arms, who just finished crying. "I need to go back to the studio, but I'm taking you with me. Go get dressed, darling."

"O-okay... Can I just wear one of your tee shirts and a pair of sweats?" She said, sounding so fragile.

"Of course, babe. I'll be right down here." I said.

Paige got out of my arms and made her way up the stairs. I cared about her so much, but I didn't know what I was going to do when my band went back on tour. I didn't know if I'd be able to have her come with us, but I didn't want to risk her killing herself while we were gone on your.

After a few minutes of sitting in the living room, waiting for Paige to return, she finally did. She was wearing a pair of gray sweats, one of my Key Street tee shirts, and a pair of black, torn up Vans. She also had her hair up in a messy bun, and you could see some of her faded hickeys from a few nights before.

"I'm ready." She said.

I stood up and wrapped my arms around her small body. "You're so beautiful, you know that, right?" I whispered as she wrapped her arms around my neck and buried her head in the crook of my neck.

"I wish I was, but I'm really not. I could make a list of every single flaw of mine."

"All your perfect imperfections." I mumbled as I kissed her temple.

"You're so cheesy but I fucking love it." She said as she looked up and into my eyes.

I smiled then leaned down and brought my lips to hers.

"I fucking love you." I said into the kiss.

"I love you too." She replied into the kiss as well.

Paige began to deepen the kiss and I didn't mind. I let her take control, and she knew that.

I guess she wanted to forget what was on her mind, because she pushed me so I was sitting on the couch, and she straddled me.

I opened my mouth a bit, and we fought for dominance, but I let her win.

"Babe, I, can't keep doing this." She mumbled as she leaned away. "Every time I get really sad, I want sex from you, and I hate doing that. I'm sorry." She said to me as she held back tears.

"Babe it's okay I pro-" She cut me off.

"No it's not. I'm sorry."

"Don't be, and I promise you, one day, you'll be okay."

"No it won't..." I heard her whisper, breaking my heart completely.

Did she really think that?

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