It Was All For You, All For You And More [Vic Fuentes Book Two]

A celebration of an ending

Sorry about that cliffhanger.... Buuuuttttttt new chapter! Yay! Anywayssss please like my band's facebook page! We're Silently Awaiting! I love you all :*

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"P-Paige..?"

The girl didn't answer, bur she tensed up at the word. I finally let a couple tears fall down my cheeks, but she didn't show any emotion.

"Please, a-answer me... Paige, is that you?" My voice cracked as I said Paige.

She looked into my eyes, and she looked pissed. "I was Paige, years ago. Now get the fuck away from me."

"I-it's actually you? Wh-why did you n-never try to t-tell me that you never died? I've been grieving over your death for almost thirteen years! And you weren't even dead? What the fuck!? Does anyone know?" I said, raising my voice a bit, but then remembering how she used to handle yelling.

"The rest of your band, Sally, and Jordan know. So, goodbye and fuck you." Paige said sternly.

"No! Wait, why the hell was I the only one who didn't know? Why the fuck was I the only one who had to greive over your "death"? You were my everything and you let me fucking suffer! I dropped out of school due to extreme depression! My family made it so I could never close my door because they were so worried! They literally got rid of anything that I could have used to either hurt or kill myself with! I never took a blade to my wrist after your death, you want to know why? I fucking promised you that I never would! You promised that you wouldn't kill yourself or attempt! You did exactly that! Why the fuck did I have to suffer?"

"You didn't know because I never wanted you to know that I survived! You were the reason I fucking attempted suicide! You fucking cheated on me you bastard! You don't deserve to even talk to me right now! I never got over you! Do you want to know why? YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON I EVER LOVED! You fucking broke me! You built me up just to make me crumble back down!" Paige yelled at me.

"I NEVER got over you! I barely did anything but stare at my bedroom walls for a whole fucking year! Then I started talking to people a little bit, but mostly just Mike! I spent three years writing Hold on till May for YOU! I wanted to have you back so damn badly! I missed seeing you when I woke up every morning! I missed your lips on mine! I even missed your fucking handwriting! For thirteen fucking years, you never stopped to think that maybe I didn't cheat? Because I fucking didn't! You were, no fuck that, are my everything!" I said, finally yelling.

I saw anger boil up in Paige and I could tell that she was about to yell at me, but first she turned around because someone placed their hand on her shoulder. "What the fuck Jaime?" Paige spat. "You promised that you would never bring him here!"

"And you promised him that you wouldn't attempt suicide." Jaime said kindly.

"He's the reason behind that attempt!" Paige said, frustrated as she pointed at me.

"Paige! Calm the fuck down!" Jaime said, annoyed with how Paige was acting.

"Fine," Paige replied.

"Well, Vic, I see that you ran into Pai-" Jaime started, to be rudely cut off my Paige.

"It's Jay." She said rudely.

"Jay? You go by Jay now?" I asked, a bit shocked.

"Why the fuck does it matter to you?" Paige, I mean, Jay spat at me.

"Because you're the love of my life..." I mumbled.

"Bullshit." Jay stated.

"Paige," Jaime said slowly, "I told you that I will never call you Jay, and don't make Vic call you Jay, he still needs some fucking time to think about the fact that you're actually alive. And Paige, believe Vic God dammit! We were all worried as fuck about him! I thought that one day I would get a call saying he was dead! It fucking scares me! And Vic, there's no reason to yell at Paige-" I cut Jaime off.