It isn't your decision *D.M*

13. Slut

Draco's POV

I'm on my way to the Great Hall for Breakfast when I hear a familiar voice talking to me.

"Oi, Malfoy! I saw the blonde Greengrass twin storming out of you dorm yesterday. She looked quite - uhm... you know fucked up" It's Blaise we're best friends since 1st year, but he thinks all I do is fuck. 

"Yeah possible, we talked about Potions. But I don't think that this is any of you business Zabini." 

I just want to talk about this, especially not with him. If I'd tell him just the tiniest bit the whole school would know about it within hours. Firstly I don't want to cause any rumours and secondly I don't want everyone to talk about Isabel. We aren't on good terms right now, actually we've never been. But she's going through enough right now.

"Oh yeah um fine. See you!"

I keep walking to the Great Hall when someone grabs my shoulder, before I can turn around to look who it is a fist hits my jaw.
Ough not again.

It's Wood.

"Are you fucking insane Malfoy?! You said she should kill herself and then you play the saviour. I'm annoyed of your fucking ego, it's okay do everything you want. But after this I'd like to Avada Kedavra you right now. What's wrong with you, you stupid git." He's furious, and I won't fight back.  He's got a point, I didn't think that I would once in my life agree to an Gryffindor but he's right. Nobody deserves to die.

"Look Wood. We just got into an argument again as always. And then those word just slipped out of my mouth. I saved her and I don't care if you hate me for this. If she hadn't tried it yesterday she'd tried it tomorrow. And then nobody would've saved her. Think about it idiot!"

I give him a light hit onto his shoulder and turn back onto my way. I'm fucking starving.

When I sit down I search for her. Fuck why do I do this, I did my thing. She's alive and again none of my business.

I sit down between Crabbe and Goyle. Those two are dumb as bread but they do everything I want, that's one out of many advantages of being a rich Pureblood. Zabini,Flint and Pucey sit down across us and they throw me a disgusted lock simultaneously.

"What is it?" Is snap. Flint starts laughing uncontrollably and he makes me so angry, I swear if he won't stop soon I'll break his bloody nose again. Or I could try to straighten his teeth. A smirk appears on my face. But then he stops.

"So it's that  Greengrass girl now, Malfoy? I always thought you defended her for your ego." He laughs again.

"What? I'd never touch that filthy slut again. It was one kiss, take her to yourself. Do whatever you want. He also isn't my type, oah god look at her hair it's like she glued mine onto hers."  I lied, she's irresistible. My friends start laughing and then I hear Blaise.

"Uhm Malfoy you shouldn't turn around. Or maybe you should? I don't know exactly"  he doesn't even look at me while talking he looks past me. I turn around

"Why Zabini it won't be -" -that bad I've wanted to say.

But there she is with that gorgeous body. Her eyes full of- sadness.

She must've heard me. Fuck. For god's sake I mess everything up again and again.

I see a tear escaping her eye and then a feeling hits me. Guilt.

I caused her to cry, again.

She paces out of the hall, she hadn't eaten. I know she hadn't, she wasn't at the meals yesterday and now she skips breakfast. I grab an green apple from the table.