It isn't your decision *D.M*

19. Isabel?

I was really nervous about this whole thing, who is Tom Riddle and why did nobody ever tell me anything about him?

Draco's hand is resting on my knee and I slowly rip the envelope open. I take the letter out and before I unfold it, I take a deep breath. Draco's grip tightens for a short moment and I start reading.

Oh Isabel, my dearest daughter,

It was a shame that I had to rip you out of that beautiful family of the Rosier's, but you just were on the right place at a right time! Poor Evan and Aurora, you're missing since 1980 and not one family member of yours ever saw you. St.Mungos was never a safe place, it was easy. It doesn't matter when or if you ever read this letter, you're always be mine. Only mine. I need you and whenever the time is about to come I'll search and find you. Don't even try to find your parents, I've killed everyone except that pathetic excuse of brother F. Rosier, He won't be able to help you in any way.

Sincerely Tom Marvolo Riddle

Ps. I'm looking forward to meet you Isabel Rosier/Riddle/Greengrass

I had to read the letter at least three times to understand the tiniest bit. My head can't comprehend that much at once.

"Isabel Rosier, fuck that's beautiful" mumbles Draco, I guess I wasn't supposed to hear that. I look at him and when our eyes meet I can't hold my tears back any longer.

"Hey Izzy, it's alright. Let's inform your parents about it when you're ready for it. They don't know either." And then I can see in his face that he realises what he said a few seconds ago.

"My parents? Who. Who are my parents Draco? How am I supposed to say parents to them, to call this all a family? My family." I feel anger and sadness mixing up inside me, this can't be good.

I stand up and run out of my room, down the stairs back into the office of my parents.

I hand them the letter and head wordless back to my room. Draco is still sitting on my bed, when I take a closer look he's crying.

"Draco? What is it?" He looks up and wipes his tears away.

"Nothing. It's fine." He says.

"Oh so you don't want to talk about it with me. Fine. I'll take a shower."

With a loud bang I close my bathroom door. I look in the mirror and now after 16 years I can't unsee the differences between my family and I. I was so stupid, I should've asked about this. But no I was to insecure, I didn't want to upset anyone, I'm just a pathetic loner. I don't even have a own family. Everyone here is just nice because I have no one, and everyone knows. Even Draco.

I have to do something against my anger, I can't just breathe it away.

I take the glass on the counter next to the sink and throw it against the mirror, everything shatters. The glass shattered and the mirror underneath too. I was to slow to hide from the shards. I feel a stinging pain all over my face and arms, I look down and my arms are bleeding. The arms which didn't bleed for so long are bleeding again. And it hurts it hurts so bad. All I want to do is lay down on the floor and hug myself.

Loud banging on the door makes me feel even more pain, it ripped me out of the shock condition.

"Izzy, open the door. What was that? Izzy?" The banging gets stronger and louder but I can't move I look into the mirror, a big shard is stuck in my forehead and I have many scratches on my whole face.

"Isabel. For god's sake open the fucking door!" Before I can think about opening it, Draco swings it open.

When I see Draco something switches in my head and I let the pain sink in. I whimper in pain and my salty tears are burning on my face.