It isn't your decision *D.M*

14. Higher than the moon

My heart is fluttering, did he just kiss my forehead.

"I uhm yeah- guess I'll see you later" I give him a shy smile and leave him behind in the bathroom.

I'm walking back to my dorm, when my stomach growls. I've skipped breakfast again, and the meals yesterday too. I have to eat something.

"Izzy! Wait!" I turn around and it's Draco.

He catches up with me and swings his arm around my shoulders, we start walking again and he pulls something out of the pocket of his robe. An apple?

I start laughing even if I don't know why he carries around an apple. It's not even funny but it caught me off guard.

"Ey stop laughing, it's for you." But Draco can't stay serious and starts laughing too.

I take the apple and our hands touch slightly, I look up to him to see him already looking into my eyes.

His arm is still resting around my shoulders, but the touch of our hand felt weird. Not in a bad way, no more like magical. I don't know how to describe that feeling but his arm leaves his place.

I keep walking beside him and then he connects our hands. He intervenes our fingers and his cold rings start to warm up between my fingers. I feel so close to him and then someone calls him.

"Malfoy, Mate!" He gives me an excusing look at let's go of my hand. I'm not sure if I should keep walking, so I think it's probably the best if I just get into my dorm.

I look back over my shoulder to see Draco talking to Blaise. "Greengrass! Come here!"

I turn around and join the two boys.

"So there's kind of a little come together thing planned at our dorm, tonight. I'd like to see you there!" Blaise winks at me and I see Draco's jaw clenching p.

"Uh yeah sure, I'll think about it." I give him a nod and want to start walking again but someone stops me by holding my wrist.

"Oh yeah and Greengrass wear something special, like a dress" I smile at Blaise who obviously enjoys to make me uncomfortable.

I get into my dorm to Daphne laying on her bed.

"Hey, Izzy. Are you there tonight?" Before I can answer she adds something "this wasn't a question. Of course you're coming with me!"

"Do I have to? I mean it's not like I'm best friends with those boys. Who's coming at all."

"Draco, Oliver, Adrian, Blaise, Pansy, you and I. Oh and Crabbe and Goyle will be there probably too."

"Pansy?" I roll my eyes and my sister giggles. We both don't like her but at least Draco will be there.

"Okay" I huff. My sister jumps up and directly starts to search something to wear for me. But she doesn't know that my dresses aren't in my dresser.

I walk to my bed and pull my suitcase out. I open it and my favourite dress catches my eye. I take it out and vanish in the bathroom without a word.

I step out dressed in my tight, dark green dress. It reveals about the half of my thighs and only two thin spaghetti straps hold it up.

It's obviously that my bra disturbs the look, I open it behind my back, slip the straps from my arms and then it looks way better.

It hugs my curves perfectly and paired with some heels my legs will look endless long, but my rips are also visible. I've loved this dress since I bought it for a party at Beauxbatons but I didn't wear it, my self confidence said no.

I turn around to Daphne who sits on her bed, her jaw dropped and she eyes me from head to toe.

"I-Izzy I guess I forgot how to breathe?" I step closer to her and she tugs at the end of my dress as if she wants to expand the length.

"That's perfect" I mumble and start to do my hair.

Right when I'm done someone knocks at the door.

"I'll go" yells Daphne and I continue with the last touch of my makeup.

And then someone steps in and closes the door. It's Draco.

"Hey, Izzy" he whispers but without ending my name his lips collide with mine. I part my lips and our tongues start playing with each other. I hate to pull away but my sister is outside.

"Draco, Daphne" i say and then I hear a quiet

"Muffilato" is he serious? A bathroom again?

But instead of continuing the kiss, his hand flies to my neck.

"You won't go like this. Slut." He whispers in my ear.

I hate it when he calls me like that, but it kind of turns me on.

"Oh and if I'll go like this? What then?" his grip tightens and I gasp to the sudden tightness around my neck.

"We'll see. I'm not sure yet what I'll do to you." With that he leaves the room and I hear the door of the dorm closing. I step out and Daphne smirks at me.

"So Malfoy? Don't do things you don't want to okay? I've heard he's a monster in bed." I look at her in disgust and she starts laughing.

"I know that you aren't that innocent as you look, I'm your sister" she gets up and I see her black dress, it's not that tight but she looks stunning.

" you look fucking good, ready to go?" I ask. She takes my hand and drags me to the Dungeons.

We step into Blaise's dorm, I have no plan who he shares it with but this isn't relevant.

"Uuuh ladies" Blaise snickers. Immediately my eyes fall on Draco.

He's standing at the window leaning against the wall. He's wearing a nice tight black suit with an black bottoms up shirt. He looks so damn hot.

"we're complete now after our special guest arrived, truth or dare?" Says Blaise, all eyes fall on me. Almost every boy is staring, Adrian's eyes are pinned to my thighs and Blaise isn't even looking into my eyes while he's talking about me. His eyes are burning into my hips.

"We're down!" Says Daphne.

"Sorry ladies alcohol is out. Buuuuuuut we have some Muggle weed." I look around and realise that Daphne and I are the only ladies here.

I sit down next to Draco and Blaise who are already sitting down.

The room gets loud and everyone seems to talk, and then Blaise hands me the joint.

"Oh eh no thanks" is mumble but he doesn't hear it, I pass it further to Draco who scoots closer.

"I can show it to you, I know you want to" I nod and his right arm swings around my waist, he pulls me unbelievable close and puts the joint between my lips.

"You have to inhale, and then swallow it like you're drinking something. But you have to insist the desire to cough. Try it"

I inhale and the smoke fulfils my lungs, I try to follow Draco's instructions and swallow the smoke. Then I exhale slowly, I didn't cough.

"Good Girl" he murmurs into my ear.

He puffs the joint a few times and then hands it to me again. I mirror him and then it hits me.

The sounds of the room dampen and I feel so relaxed.

I look at Draco, my eyes meet with his grey ones. They look even more beautiful with the bloodshot red eyeballs. If my eyes are this red too?

Everyone forgot about the truth or dare and it's getting late I'm just listening to the ongoing conversations and then Daphne leaves. I insist to leave and stay beside Draco, although I'm absolutely tired.

"Psst Izzy, want to leave?" He whispers in my ear, after I nod we get up and we follow the corridor down. I know the way he's going to his dorm.

I feel like I'm higher than the moon and he's probably too. We step inside and with all the spinning in my head I let myself fall onto his bed.