Asami-
I'm sorry I didn't write sooner. After Zaheer poisoned me and I had to come home I felt like the world came to a screeching halt, and it never started back up again. The past couple years have felt so stagnant but everything about the past few weeks has been a really horrible wakeup call for me. I knew that the world kept spinning, but I wasn't brought along with it and everyone else. I didn't fully understand just far things had moved along without me until you and Tenzin came to visit, and now it feels like I have so much catching up to do, but I can't because I'm still fucking stuck here, all because I couldn't even put up a good fight in a sparring match. And the only reason I couldn't is because I'm haunted by either Zaheer or myself. I'm starting to think that maybe you're right about this vision of myself that I keep seeing but even just entertaining that possibility makes me angry and upset all over again. What am I supposed to do if I'm stuck with her for the rest of my life? I tire myself out trying to answer that question.
I don't know what to do. I don't want to be in the South Pole anymore but I don't know where I'm supposed to go if everybody thinks I'm still not ready to return. I was feeling hopeful for the first time in years...I really thought that I would be coming back to Republic City with you. Being without you again is a lot harder than I thought it would be. I don't think I was ready for it. I really miss you.
Love,
Korra
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Fanfiction"I want you to know, though, that it wasn't just a desire to keep balance in the world that pushed me to sign up for this, again and again." After surviving Zaheer's poisoning, Korra returns to her home in the South Pole to recover. All of her frien...
