10/04/2018 -continued
the guy was standing right next to me.
he was smoking.
as usual.
and that made my urges grow more and more.
just smelling the smoke makes me want to go crazy.
i want to ask him.
i'm usually confident with guys but he gives of such a scary aura that i'm almost frightened of him.
but i want to.
i have to.
"can i have one?"
his eyes slowly turned to lock with mine and i felt a shiver going down my spine.
wow.
i never actually noticed how attractive he was.
he raised an eyebrow at me signalling me repeat myself.
"can i have one?" i repeated myself.
he stared at me for a couple of seconds and then walked towards me, bending down to reach my level of height.
he then took the cigarette out of his mouth and put into mine.
"sorry it's my last one,"
and then he walked away leaving me in a shock with the cigarette still in my mouth.
