19/04/18
i'm currently in one of the local bigger stores.
hiding
it's been a day since the 'incident'
and i've been trying to avoid the whole area overall.
well obviously.
well i haven't said why i'm hiding yet.
that's because i'm looking right at him.
observing every move he does to make sure he doesn't see me.
i'm to embarrassed to face him after what happened yesterday it's like a big pool of embarrassment stuck in my heart
he seems to be picking out flowers.
for his...
girlfriend? sister? brother? friend? mom? dad?
i cant tell they're just plain roses.
i'm guessing my girlfriend then.
ouch.
a little pain floated in my body as i thought of him and his so called girlfriend.
i shouldn't care.
i don't care.
i tried to feed myself them lies as jealousy rose in me.
oh shit.
i've lost him.
i generally need to stop thinking and concentrate sometimes
i quickly got up.
speed of an athlete if u ask me.
and sped towards one of the self check outs, not looking right or left to make sure my eyes don't catch with his if he's nearby.
i quickly swiped my items across the checkout out of panic, every plastic wrapper had a bit of fog on it due to my sweaty palms.
one item and then another so on and so forth.
but then.
that's when i felt a light tap on my shoulder.
my heart froze still.
it was like every inch of my body was over taken over by a spell.
i didn't look behind i just stood in the same position in hope they'd leave.
but they never did.
and instead they pulled on my shoulder to turn me around.
my face was now directly infront of theirs.
well slightly.
he's a lot taller than me.
and by he i met the boy from the back of the store.
he was staring at me with a nervous look.
i could tell he was trying to find something to say but there was nothing.
i mean what could you say?
dumbass.
