3/10/18
i'm awake
it's around 3am.
i'm guessing.
my body was slightly up, being held by my elbows.
i'm looking at the white specks that are stars.
i can hear talking from people outside and the stench of smoke starting to pile into the room.
i'm not going to lie. it still does affect me. i'm hungry for it.
so i closed my eyes and took a deep breath, letting the air run through me.
i then took a look at jaehyun who was peacefully sleeping. the blanket wrapped him tightly.
he looks like a teddy bear.
suddenly his eyes slightly opened and caught mine.
but i didn't look away.
after a short while, he spoke
"what are you doing," he whispered with a rough voice.
"i don't know,"
he starred at me for a couple of second before i felt his hand press against my head and soon enough my face was in the pillow.
he then grabbed my body and pulled it close to his, his warmth submerging my body.
and then he wrapped his arms around my body.
like he was protecting me.
"just don't think about the smell," he whispered.
he was such a good distraction
