09/07/18
it was my birthday today.
i'm finally 18
and i can feel the heat behind the candles on my face, two big numbers that say 18.
i have a birthday hat in and so does he, he looks happy.
and so do i.
i feel happy.
"blow it out then," he eagerly says as he grabbed his phone to record.
i quickly nodded and push the cake closer to me.
a took in a deep breath and blew out the candles.
officially 18.
it's been so long since we've smoked.
