Gladergirl || Newt x Reader

Chapter 22 - Is it raining?

[Y/n's pov]
I cover my bleeding stomach with my shaking hand. I groan with pain, as I try to press my wound. More tears escaping my eyes.
,I need to get to Med-hut' I think to myself, still pressing my right palm agains my open wound. I stand up slowly, crying and hissing with the pain. I almost fall down again, but I force my legs to step forward. And again, and again, and again. I can feel the warm blood on my hand dropping on the ground as I go.
The moment I reach the edge of the forest, everything is spinning. I try to hold myself up, so I rest my free hand on tree, trying to keep balance.
,,Newt!" I yell in kind of low voice, loosing my balance, falling on one side. I hit the ground, knowing that sooner or later, in my guess sooner, all this pain will go away. I lay on my back, slightly opening my mouth to steady my breathing. My hand falling next to my side, as I watch the blue sky blur more and more. Feeling my wet and sticky shirt, glued to my stomach, as my blood spreads through it. Slowly my eyes get heavier and heavier. When they finally close, stealing my beautiful view on the blue sky, my head falls on one side. My thoughts running around Newt, and all the time I spend with him. His smile, his beautiful eyes, him holding me close in his sleep. I smile slightly at these thoughts. His angelic voice with even more angelic accent.
,,(Y/n)!" it's like I can still hear him saying my name. I always thought, dying was supposed to feel like nightmare, but Newt's voice is only making it feel like beautiful dreaming. ,,No! Princess no, don't do this to me!" is my fantasy this good to think whole sentences? ,,(Y/n)! No! I can't loose you!" wait, this is not my fantasy. ,,Come on, I'll save you like I did the first day." that's definitely not a fantasy.
,,Newt?" I groan quietly.
,,Yes princess." he responds, while limping through Glade, carrying me in his arms. I can feel drops falling on my arm.
,,Is it raining?" I ask gasping for air a little, trying to sound normal.
,,No, it's not princess." he says with soft chuckles, speeding up.
,,You need to put pressure on the wound. No! Not with you bare hands! You need to use something like disinfection! Alcohol could do, here!"
,,I'm sorry Princess." says Newt, I don't get why he's saying sorry, he got me somewhere with bed, and Jeff is here. That's when he presses some wet cloth on my wound. It immediately starts burning, the pain waking my halfway dead mind. I scream in pain, as Newt pressures heavily on my opened wound with the alcohol, burning my insides. I continue to scream until few tears escape, going down my cheeks quickly. The pain woke me. I look at Newt, forcing a smile. I notice his cheeks are kind of reflecting light. That's why I thought it was raining...
,,Hi." I say.
,,Shh, don't talk." he says, his one hand on my stomach. He leans closer as he strokes my hair.
,,Newt, I need to grab sewing." informs Jeff, leaving me and Newt alone.
,,You are going to be alright." Newt turns to me, still holding my stomach and stroking my hair again. ,,You need to be, I need you to be." he admits, looking me into the eyes, as tears fall from his own.
,,Of course." I say, trying to stay awake little longer. I reach my left hand, grabbing his hoodie, pulling him on me, pressing our lips together, into a kiss. He's frozen a bit, but then he kisses me back, his hand placed on my cheek. I let go off his hoodie panting for air. He looks at me.
,,I wanted to kiss you." I say, not breaking the eye contact. ,,Before I... you know, before I di-" I am not able to finish as Newt lowers himself pressing our lips together once more. This time I place one my hand on his cheek. He kisses me passionately, before opening his lips, making the kiss deeper. I follow right away.
,,Stop you two! She's dying." says Jeff entering the room, as Newt quickly backs off, still holding my stomach.
,,You are not going to die." Newt says. As I can feel the pain waking effect loosing it's effectivity. Closing my eyes slowly.
,,Keep her up!" commands Jeff.
,,(Y/n), talk to me." urges Newt. I can feel I am halfway asleep again.
,,One day," I say, with struggles. ,,when we get out of here," I continue, looking at Newt's gorgeous face once more, ,,we will have house on beach. And we will watch sunset together, because you told me you like sunsets," my breath is shaking with every single breath I take. I realize I can't feel my legs, starting to panic. ,,Newt, I can't feel my legs! Newt, no, I don't wanna die." I say, crying again. Newt looks at Jeff before looking at me again.
,,Shh, tell me about the house more." stroking my hair, his face really close to mine, I swallow all my worries, trying to steady my breathing.
,,It's gonna be on beach, so we can walk around, barefoot. So we can run into the salty water. And we will have dog." I say with the weakest smile I ever did, through my tears.
,,Sure we will princess." he agrees. With this my breathing goes steady, as I feel warm peaceful feeling, almost okay with leaving everything now. ,,No, princess, don't close your eyes! (Y/n), don't sleep yet!" and these are the last words I can hear before falling into the darkness.

I inhale sharply. I'm lying on my right side. I look at my right arm connected with Newt's, as he's still asleep, on chair with his head rested on my bed. I smile, feeling the pain bolt up from my side. I grip Newt's hand tightly. When the pain stops I exhale with relief, loosening the grip on Newt's hand. I open my eyes, immediately meeting Newt's.
,,I'm so sorry." I say, not letting go off his hand.
,,What for?" he asks, looking relieved that I'm awake.
,,Waking you up." I laugh, hissing right after as the pain strikes again. He places his free hand on my cheek, with very worried expression.
,,Shh, I'm glad you are okay," he starts looking in my eyes, his eyes quickly moving from one my eye to other. ,,I was so scared I couldn't save you." Newt backs his hand off.
,,But you saved me." I argue, bringing myself a little bit higher on my elbow, still holding Newt's hand.
,,Princess you should be lying and resting."
,,I am resting. Also, is Alfred in pit again?" I ask. Newt looks at me shocked.
,,Again? He never left."
,,Yeah, again, because this son of bi-"
,,(Y/n)! You are up!" I hear Minho interrupting me, as he comes to me. Newt immediately let go off my hand.
,,Yeah I am. So, as I was saying-" Minho hugs me, while I'm trying to stay up on my elbow. ,,Minho," I say, with him almost crushing my bones and more hurting me than comforting me.
,,I'm so glad you are okay." he says not breaking the hug.
,,I am too, but Minho this hurts!" the moment I say that, he let's go off me quickly.
,,I am so sorry."
,,It's alright. So, now I'll finish what I started. Alfred is the one who stabbed me." I say, and both boys look at each other before looking at me again.
,,Alfred's in pit." Minho says.
,,You don't trust me." I scoff when I notice the looks they both gave me.
,,Of course we do princess." Newt says reaching for my hand again. I just raise my eyebrows.
,,He's gonna try to kill me again." I say, accepting his word they trust me, as proof.
,,That's not gonna happen. Thanks to him breaking now at least 3 rules, he's going to break the fourth." Minho says.
,,What?" I ask.
,,He's gonna be banished." Newt says.
,,Oh.." I say, as my stomach growl. ,,Can we go and eat something now?" I ask with smile.
,,You shouldn't be moving much." Minho says.
,,How long I was out?" I ask, realizing i didn't ask that.
,,Tell her Romeo." says Minho to Newt, whose hand is slightly touching mine.
,,Two weeks..." I laugh at this. Then I look at their stone cold faces.
,,Wait, you serious?" I ask.
,,New Greenie will come next week." Minho says.
,,Holy Klunk, that explains why I am this hungry." I say sitting up.
,,No." protests Minho and Newt in union but I'm already throwing blanket off if me. I stand up, noticing the clothes I have on.
,,The shuck is this?" I ask looking at blue button up shirt I am wearing as dress. Newt, red in face turns his face away, not looking at me. Minho looks me up and down.
,,My shirt." he says. I just raise one my eyebrow.
,,Well your shirt was soaked in blood..." says Newt.
,,And who changed me?" I ask.
,,I did.." admits Newt.
,,Let's go eat." I say, looking around, noticing I have my pants on the nightstand. I put them on, hissing a little in pain, when I bend. Then I want to grab my shoes, as I try not to bend, knowing it will only hurt me.
,,Wait." says Newt, as he sits on his heels in front of me.
,,I can put on my shoes Newt." I laugh.
,,And we will be listening to your hissing in pain. No way." protests Newt and Minho nods silently. I roll my eyes, but let Newt put on my shoes.