On the walk home, Blaine's phone rang. He was expecting it to be either Kurt, in which case, he would ignore the call, or Cooper, asking where he was. But it wasn't either of them, it was Sam. Blaine answered the phone. "Hey, what's up?"
"Dude, where are you?" Sam asked, a bit out of breath. "I saw you run out, now I can't find you."
"I'm walking home," Blaine replied.
"Huh... Is everything okay?"
"I broke up with Kurt. Apparently Finn knows about out relationship, so Kurt must've said something."
"Oh, I'm sorry... Hey, wanna come over here? Or I could go there."
"I think Cooper's waiting for me. Come to mine. If you get there before me, just knock and Cooper will let you in."
"Alright, cool. Thanks." Sam hung up and Blaine continued the walk home.
He arrived in an empty house and a note on the kitchen table - and opportunity for an audition came up, Cooper would be home later that night with dinner. He texted Cooper asking him to bring something for Sam as well. He was sure Cooper wouldn't mind if he came.
Blaine opened the door as soon as he heard a knock. "Hey, Sam. Cooper's not home, something came up. But I told him you're here and staying for dinner."
"Oh, cool. Thanks," Sam replied. "So, you wanna talk, right?"
"I kind of said everything," Blaine said. "But stay, please. Let's go up to my room." Blaine carefully took Sam's hand and led him upstairs. "I don't care what we do, if we do anything. I just... I didn't want to be alone."
"Okay, Blainey. You won't be alone," Sam said, hugging Blaine. "Hey, why don't we watch a movie or something? That usually cheers you up. And it'll at least get your mind off everything."
"Yeah, yeah... Good idea. But you have to pick it since it was your idea."
"Fine." Sam looked through the movies, trying to pick something that would make Blaine happy and keep him interested. He eventually put on Footloose, something they hadn't watched over and over, but he knew Blaine would like.
Blaine tried to focus on the movie, but he just couldn't. There was too much going through his head. And it wouldn't stop, no matter what he did. Something would happen in the movie and he'd be thinking about Kurt again, like how they used to secretly dance together at parties. He'd let his mind wander and always found himself thinking about Kurt. Even though it was his choice to break up, he wasn't happy about it. He didn't want it to end this way, but what choice did he have? He looked over at Sam, who seemed so focused on the movie, not thinking about anything else. Why could Blaine have that?
Then Blaine's thoughts changed in a way he hadn't expected them to, in a way that didn't involve Kurt at all. "Hey, Sam?"
"Hm?" Most of his attention was still focused on the movie.
"I just... I can't stop thinking about him. I'm trying to focus on something else, anything else, but... I was watching you, sorry if that sounds weird, but... When I saw your face, everything else just...disappeared. Like you're the only thing in the world. It's crazy, but... I want you, Sam. I really want you. And if not forever, then just for now."
"You want me like... Here? Because I am here. Or you wanna talk? I can turn the movie off."
"I don't care about the movie." Blaine moved a bit closer. "I just want you. Right here, right now."
"Oh, you mean, like... Okay, I can do that."
"I knew you could." Blaine smiled and kissed him deeply.
And in that moment, all that mattered was each other. That was all they focused on, even when Blaine's phone started to ring.
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Are We Damned? ~ Glee
FanfictionMcKinley High's glee club performs the musical Bare. However, they quickly see parallels between the show and their real lives, while members struggle to discover and accept themselves.