Are We Damned? ~ Glee

Ever After

"We're done? So you're breaking up with me?" Kurt asked.

"You heard me," Blaine replied.

Was Kurt surprised? Not exactly. He knew this would happen eventually. There was no way this would last if Blaine insisted on hiding. And although Kurt considered being the one to end it, he was still heartbroken. He loved Blaine more than anything. And he hurt him, something he never wanted to do. Although he didn't want to hide, he should have respected that Blaine did. He should have never told Finn, even if he figured it out on his own. "I'm sorry, Blaine..."

Blaine didn't reply. He did feel bad, and maybe he could have forgiven him, but... No, it was too dangerous. If Kurt couldn't respect that Blaine didn't want their relationship public, he didn't deserve it.

"But really, we don't have to end things," Kurt said. "Think about everything we had... We love each other, Blaine. And we had some amazing nights together, even if nobody else saw them. Of course, we would have had more if you weren't such a straight-acting coward." Kurt regretted that as soon as he said it, but he couldn't take it back. 

"Seriously? You're blaming me? You have no idea what I went through, Kurt. Yes, you got bullied too. Yes, you had to switch school too. But then you came back and everyone supported you. You know you have friends. Everyone here hates me! They never wanted me here, you know that. And my parents disowned me, all I have left is Cooper. What if he leaves too?"

"I'm sorry, Blaine, but you're being ridiculous. You know everyone here loves you, you know we'd support you."

"Yeah, because Finn loves me so much," he said sarcastically. "And we don't know what Cooper will say!"

"He's your brother! Of course he'll support you!"

"My own parents didn't!"

"Your mom left for work, Blaine. She didn't abandon you."

"You don't know me. Not at all." 

"I seem to know more than you do."

"I'm not talking to you anymore. All you care about is yourself. Instead of helping, all you do is pressure me. And even if we're not together anymore, don't even think about telling anyone about us." He left before Kurt could say anything else.

Kurt knew he said some things he shouldn't have. He regretted it, of course, and he should apologize. But it was obvious Blaine didn't want to hear it. He understood that he was scared, but he knew that Blaine would feel much better when he told everyone. Nobody would hate him, everyone would have his back. He was worrying himself over nothing. But if Blaine refused, there wasn't much Kurt could do.