Are We Damned? ~ Glee

Wedding Bells

Kurt wasn't surprised when Blaine ignored his call. What did he expect? Blaine was obviously mad, and he couldn't blame him. He wasn't going to call again, or even try texting. He didn't leave a voicemail either. If Blaine wanted to talk, he'd say something. So Kurt waited by the phone until he finally got a text from Blaine, simply saying, 'Sorry, I was with Sam.'

Kurt didn't bother to reply. He knew what that meant. The same day that they broke up, Blaine had moved on. But Kurt wasn't expecting it to be with another guy. And when Kurt wanted to make their relationship known, Blaine refused to come out to anyone, but he was willing for sex? Maybe it was a good thing they broke up...

He didn't remember much from after that, it was kind of a blur. He didn't come down when Burt called him for dinner, he didn't have much of an appetite. He fell asleep early, but didn't remember closing his eyes. And his dream felt so real, and although it was one of the worst he could remember.

Blaine was standing at the front of a church, looking out at the crowded pews. Everyone from school was there. Cooper and Pam were in the front right pew, and Burt, Carole, and Finn in the front left. Blaine was singing Come What May, just like he and Kurt had always planned to do at their wedding. The doors in the back swung open and Kurt and Sam walked down the aisle, arms linked. Kurt was singing with Blaine. Then when they got to the front of the church, right before Kurt joined Blaine, he froze. He couldn't move, he could only watch as Sam continued forward, stood at the front with Blaine, holding his hands. Kurt looked over at the front left pew, where his family had been, but they had been replaced with Sam's family. Then he heard them both say "I do" when the priest asked if they wanted to be married. But then the scene changed again, right before they kissed. Sam was now Santana, and Kurt couldn't look away from the kiss. He tried to scream and objection, to say that Blaine was lying to himself, that he didn't want to be with Santana or any other girl, but no words came out.

When Kurt woke up, he wasn't sure his nightmare had ended. That wasn't just a dream, that was his life. And there was nothing he could do about it.