Dream (Norenmin)

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Jaemin is making the crusts while Renjun is in charge of sauce and Jeno is chopping veggies and setting the table. They are like a well oiled machine, except for the times when one of them feels the need to interrupt another with a kiss, but all in all it's going well.
After they finish the prep work, the three pizzas go into the fridge until it's time for their guests. For now they will cuddle on the couch.

When the doorbell rings Jeno peels the other two off of him to greet the guests, Renjun and Jaemin stand while he gets the door.
As soon as he opens it he receives a hug from Taeyong, while Jaehyun shrugs.
"I heard you struggled a little today, don't worry though we all have your back." He says quietly as he hugs him. Jeno smiles and pulls away.
"I know, you guys are the best family." Taeyong thanks him and passes him to greet the others.
"Sorry, I hope it's ok that I told him. He cares a lot about you." Jeno smiles and side hugs Jaehyun.
"It's really ok. Like I told him, you guys are family."
They follow Taeyong to where Jaemin and Renjun are and they all sit.
After some time of small talk Jeno stands.
"I'm going to go cook the pizzas." He smiles and walks out while Taeyong sits and studies the other two who are visiting nicely but also very cuddly with one another. He got up and decided to help.

"So what's going on with your boyfriends?" Jeno creases his brow.
"I don't think I know what you mean? They are fine." He says peeking in on them.
"Yeah but like why are they all lovey and touchy but not with you? Did you fight?" Jeno chuckles.
"Look Tae I love you like a brother but you need to not be this nosy. But to make you feel better we are fine, and no we haven't fought." Now Taeyong frowns.
"I'm sorry, I just. Nothing against them at all because I do love them too but I'm more attached to you. I loved you first and I don't want to ever see you get hurt. You've been through enough." Jeno sighs while walking up to hug him.
"I love you too and I'm sorry if I was harsh. They had sex today, it was their first time together so they are a little more, you know, like that." Taeyong tries not to pry but he really can't help it.
"Doesn't that bother you? That they were intimate without you? Wait oh my god I'm so sorry, I'm doing it again." Jeno laughs hard clutching his stomach after watching the hilarious faces Taeyong was making.
"No, it doesn't bother me. I love them both, and I've been with both of them so I mean it's only right that they are together. Besides after walking in and seeing how incredibly sexy they are even after doing that got me, well needless to say they took very good care of me too." He turns away with his red cheeks while Taeyong laughs his ass off. At this point The others were all standing there listening.
"It's so cute how that embarrasses you. But hey I'm sorry again, I just have a hard time understanding because if I ever had to share Jaehyun with anyone I would die. Like I can't even fathom how this works so sorry if I'm nosy but I really just do care." Jeno hugs him again and accepts his apology.
"I don't know how to explain it to you. I've been in love with Jaemin as long as I can remember and when he would look at me a certain way or say anything, but especially when he touched me, even just holding my hand my heart would go crazy. Like I at one point when I was younger had to ask my school nurse if I was going to die because my heart was going crazy and she said no your just in love. So I was dealing with that for years and it was amazing and terrifying but then I met Renjun and it happened with him too, that feeling of euphoria when he would look at, talk or touch me. My heart would speed up and I thought maybe this is my chance to finally get over my best friend who I didn't think I had a chance with but then I noticed that it happened just as much or more frequently with both of them and that made me suffer for a while because I was so confused and then one day it clicked. I'm in love with two people and I can't stop it. That was actually the hardest day for me, I found myself trying to spend my time away from them, especially Jaemin and I was hurting him so much but this ache I had in me when I thought of him not loving me the same was killing me and it was so hard to be around him." He feels arms wrap around him from behind, Jaemin is in tears hearing about this pain he suffered. He sniffles himself and looks at his now bigger audience who are all wiping their eyes.
"Ok this is embarrassing but yeah it's hard to explain but I just know deep in my heart that I love them both and knowing they also love each other as well as me brings me comfort." He stops and pry's himself away from Jaemin to check the pizzas which are done now. Taeyong jumps into action and helps him while Jaehyun shoos the other two out. He can see that they've embarrassed him and can tell he's not in a place to talk about it. Of course Jaemin and Renjun see it too but that doesn't change the fact that they want to hug him.
"I don't really know what to say but wow! I think you've really made me understand and I thank you, but I'm sorry if I caused you any trouble." He touches his shoulder gently.
"No trouble, I just wasn't expecting everyone to hear me. It's fine though."
He finishes everything up with Taeyong's help and brings everything out. He can't seem to look at anyone which they all notice but don't say anything. After a few minutes he excuses himself to go to the kitchen.
He is just grabbing beers for everyone but of course they are worried. Taeyong feels bad for even talking with him but the rest are worse off since they listened.
Just when he cracks open a beer and starts to guzzle it for some liquid courage Jaemin walks in.
"Jeno? I'm sorry. We shouldn't have invaded your privacy like that. Please don't be mad." Jaemin looks down as Jeno turns in his direction. He sighs and walks up to him and holds him in his arms.
"I'm not mad, I'm just embarrassed because you all heard that and I wasn't prepared for that. I love you, I'm not mad ok? Now let me finish my beer and we can have a good time and hopefully forget about my moment of cheesy ness." Jaemin giggles then gives him a lingering kiss before leaving the room with beer for everyone.

He was still a bit red when he went back out but they all played games and talked into the night together and became even closer as family. Taeyong and Jaehyun slept in One room and the other three crashed in the other. Of course when morning rolls around they are all suffering a hangover.