Dream (Norenmin)

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Sexual content and some possible triggers ahead.

It's been a few days since the date and things have been pretty normal, other than Jeno's shoulder hurting him anyway. Jaemin has tried to put all of his worries away for now even though he knows Jeno hasn't been completely honest with him, he lets it slide. He hasn't talked to Renjun about it either because he's not sure what it is and can't go on speculations.
"Jaem?" Jeno questions.
"Hmm?" He gets in response.
"Is everything ok? You were spacing out." Jeno lays back on his lap and looks up at him with his puppy eyes. Jaemin smiles softly and presses their lips together. Jeno responds immediately and soon it turns into a heated mess of lips and tongue as they finally make it to their bed. Leave it to Jeno to make Jaemin forget all of his troubles with just his lips. After Jeno tries to take control but winces when he moves his shoulder wrong, Jaemin pushes him back onto the mattress.
"Let me take care of you tonight." He says softly. Jeno nods and relaxes on the bed.
"You always take such good care of Renjun and I, the things you do with your mouth make me weak every time. I have to hold back so I don't cum too soon and you can fuck into my hole hard and fast until I can't hold it back anymore and spill all over me." Jaemin is kissing and biting his way down Jeno's chest between words and Jeno doesn't think he's ever been this hard just from words before. He swirls his tongue around the first nipple making Jeno squirm, he never thought he was that sensitive there, maybe it's just the heightened sexual tension Jaemin is creating.
"I love watching you fuck our boyfriend, your powerful body towering over his slender one is a sight I could see for the rest of our lives but..." he stops and kisses the next nipple before lapping his tongue over it. Jeno whimpers.
"Sometimes I have a deep desire to take control and treat you special like you do us. I want to touch you and kiss you all over your perfectly sculpted body." Jeno is panting, he is so turned on he could
Cum just like this. When Jaemin finally gets to his painfully hard cock he smirks and starts to kitten lick the tip before swirling his tongue around the head making Jeno groan loudly and pull at Jaemin's hair.
"Jaem fuck you need to do something, fuck. Please suck me please." He needs to feel a sense of relief in some form as his dick is almost hurting right now. Jaemin does as asked and swallows as much as he can, bobbing up and down at a slow pace. He doesn't do it long, just enough to take away the ache.
He pushes Jeno's knees up which makes him freeze.
"I just want to touch you, I'm not going to do anything you don't want." Jaemin says causing him to relax and nod. Jaemin proceeds, placing soft kisses along his inner thighs and pubic area. Jeno is still tense but can't say he doesn't like the feeling. He pants as his breathing becomes irregular while Jaemin keeps up his gentle touches with just his lips. He goes down by his hole and gently licks across as Jeno actually enjoys the feeling, so much so he pulls his head toward him using his hair. Finally Jaemin goes all in trying to please him, he teases the tip of his tongue into the hole just a little. Not enough where he will feel that it's intrusive.
"Mm Jaem you're so good. So good baby." Jaemin strokes him while licking and kissing him, making him want to spill over.
"I'm gonna cum, fuck! I'm cumming." Jaemin quickly rises up and puts Jeno's dick into his mouth to swallow all of it. When he finished Jaemin can't help but want to fuck him he's so incredibly sexy this way, not once did he think that Jeno would be this pliant under him but it happened and now he wants to take full advantage.
"Jen, can I fuck you?" He asks with a gravelly voice. Jeno quickly awakens from the fog he's in and nervously looks at Jaemin who he knows loves him and will take care of him. He knows he needs to get over his shit so he can do these things with both of his boyfriends so he reluctantly nods. Jaemin kisses him hard on the lips and reaches over to grab the lube. He squirts it on his fingers while staring intently at Jeno who appears to be watching closely with terrified eyes.
"Are you sure this is ok? I don't want you to do anything you don't want." He asks softly. Jeno nods and turns his head. Jaemin slowly touches the rim with his lubricated finger and starts to poke it in slowly. When he gets it between the first and second knuckle he looks up to Jeno who is hyperventilating with an endless flow of tears rolling down his face.
He gently but quickly pulls out almost as if he touched fire.
"Jeno I'm sorry. I thought you were ready, fuck I'm so sorry." Jeno can't look at him, he's mortified by his own actions but can't seem to control his body at the moment. Images flash through his mind making him back away, he crawls to the top corner of the bed and huddles up with a blanket covering him. Jaemin can't help but cry, knowing he caused this.
"I'm so sorry Jeno. I didn't mean to hurt you I'm sorry." He tries to hold him but he flinches away and in that moment he knows his boyfriend is terrified of him. He reluctantly backs out of the room, not before grabbing his phone and calling Renjun.
"Please come, please. I hurt him, oh my god." Renjun starts to panic but gets dressed as fast as possible. He puts Jaemin on speaker and uses his app to get an Uber while talking.
"What happened Jaemin you have to tell me how is he hurt?" Jaemin tries to control his sobs.
"I don't know, we were playing, and I asked if it was ok and he said yes and then he cried and he's scared of me now. My own boyfriend is scared of me." To say Renjun is a bit confused is an understatement.
"Ok are you with him now?" Jaemin is shaking now.
"No." He whispers.
"Go to him." Jaemin tries to argue.
"B-but he." Renjun cuts him off.
"He is your boyfriend and your best friend. He needs you. Whatever this is it isn't you ok?" "Jaemin nods reluctantly, he keeps forgetting that Renjun can't see him.
"Jaemin, I'm on my way ok, I'm in the car but I need you to go to him." Jaemin stands and walks slowly toward the door. He opens it slowly to see that Jeno is a little calmer now and he sets his phone down keeping Renjun on it.
"Jeno." He says softly.
"Jaem, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I'm a liar. I'm supposed to tell you everything. We made a pact remember. We were like ten?" Jaemin hums walking slowly up to him trying not to frighten him anymore. "We said we would tell each other everything, forever. But I failed you and now I hurt you I'm so sorry." Jaemin finally touches his shoulder.
"It's ok Jeno, you don't have to tell me. I just want you to be ok and you scared me so much." He breaks down again so Jeno pulls him in and hugs him. They sit there together, Jaemin on Jeno's lap, neither have dressed yet. Neither really knows what to do.
When Renjun finally gets there he prepares some tea, he knows they've calmed down and that they need each other in the moment so he's fine with waiting.
"I hope it's ok, I was scared so I called Renjun." Jeno nods into his neck.
"I love you, I'm sorry." Jeno repeats. Jaemin shakes his head and pulls back, he uses his hand to raise Jeno's face so he can look in his eyes.
"I'm sorry. I pushed you too far." They are interrupted when Renjun knocks.
"Hey, I made you both some tea." He looks around and sees their cloths on the floor and both of them undressed and offers them some blankets as Jaemin is shivering uncontrollably at this point even as Jeno has his arms tightly wrapped around him. He helps Jaemin reluctantly get off his lap and lays him in the center of the bed coaching Jeno to join him in helping warm him up. Jeno snaps out of his stupor and crawls under the blanket with him and holds him while Renjun takes the other side.
"Sit up now and have some tea Jaem, it will help warm you." Renjun says softly. He's really worried about them but doesn't even want to ask what happened so he will just comfort the best he can.
"I need to tell you the truth now, it's the only way."