Dream (Norenmin)

30

"Renjun and I are going on a date tomorrow. Will you be ok on your own?" Jeno laughs and hugs the other.
"Jaem, you know I'll be fine. I'm going to hang out with Jaehyun. We might go to the gym." Jaemin stops writing and looks up concerned.
"No no don't worry, I'm not going to even try to shower there this time. I'll be fine and I swear if you even once think about it and ruin your date I'll be really upset." Jaemin pouts but nods his head.
"Ok fine. I just want you to be ok, promise me Jae is going to take care of you." Jeno chuckles as he walks to where Jaemin was sitting and plops himself on his lap.
"You know he will." He says before kissing him sweetly.
"I'm tired though and I'm going to bed, are you coming?" Jeno asks while still squishing his boyfriend.
"I've got one more chapter to finish, then I will be in. I love you." He puckers up for another kiss and is quickly obliged.
"Don't stay up too late though, you need your rest." Jaemin nods and smiles loving how caring Jeno is being, and thinking back to how he's always been this way.
"Jeno, I really do love you a lot and I appreciate everything you do for me." Jeno looks at him suspiciously.
"But?" Jaemin laughs.
"No buts, I just love you." Jeno leans in and softly kisses his lips again, and snuggles into his neck until Jaemin shoos him off so he can finish studying and go to sleep.
Jeno calls Renjun for his nightly good night call.
"Hi baby, good night." He says as soon as Renjun picks up.
"Good night. I love you." He replies sleepily.
"Jaemin is studying so do you want to say good night now? You sound tired." Renjun nods forgetting they can't see him then quickly says yes.
After they all hang up Jeno is off to bed, Jaemin is studying and Renjun is getting an "I told you so"lecture from Haechan about just moving in with them.
"They literally call you every night that you're not there to say goodnight, even if you Talked to them an hour before. How can you not see that they love you and want to be with you just as much as each other?" Renjun looks down ashamed.
"I know. I see what you are talking about and I get it. I'm planning to move soon ok? But don't tell anyone, I'm want to surprise them." Haechan smiles brightly and hugs his friend.
"That's great, you won't regret it." Renjun nods happily and they head off to bed as well.

When six rolls around Renjun knocks on the door. He wanted to see Jeno for a few minutes so he wanted to pick Jaemin up. He is greeted by Jeno in his work out sweats and sleeveless shirt and can't help but drool. He rubs his hand down Jeno's bicep and smiles.
"You are too hot to be going out in public like this. Tell Jaehyun to keep his hands off, you already have two boyfriends." Jeno chuckles and pulls him in, kissing him hello.
"Mm my two boyfriends are going on a date tonight, so I'm going to spend my time sweating with Jaehyun." Renjun frowns.
"That's it, get dressed you're coming too." Jeno laughs harder as Jaemin walks out and walks up to kiss Renjun hello.
"We have to go now so we aren't late for our reservation. You're sure your fine?" Jaemin asks him again.
"Yes, I'm fine. You two have fun and don't think about me at all." They both glare at him.
"Of course we will think about you, but we will only think happy thoughts ok?" Jeno nods and kisses his loves goodbye before grabbing his coat and heading out as well.

"You look sexy tonight. Like maybe we might have to do something about that later?" Jaemin says hotly into Renjun's ear. He clears his throat to relieve some of the tension.
"I thought that isn't all you guys think about." He says in a mocking voice.
"It definitely isn't but I think I'm going to take you home with me tonight and have my way with you." Renjun's face heats up because of the look on his boyfriends face.
"Ok yes. You can have your way with me." Jaemin smirks and starts walking with Renjun who is visibly sweating by his side.
"Good I was planning a movie and a cuddle. I'm so excited." He says cutely, and Renjun slaps his arm for riling him up.
When they get to the restaurant they sit across from each other. It's a seafood place that Renjun had heard a lot about and wanted to try.
"So I have something I need to talk to you about." Renjun says to Jaemin after ordering. Jaemin can tell he seems nervous and wants him to feel comfortable so he takes his hands in his own.
"I'm listening." He says softly.
"Oh god, now I feel like I shouldn't have brought it up. We're on a date and I don't want to ruin it." He looks away flustered.
"Unless you are breaking up with me, we can talk about anything on our date." Renjun let's out a breath and smiles.
"No I am not breaking up with you. I just wanted to tell you some of the reasons why I'm not ready to move in with you and get your thoughts." Jaemin nods, ready to hear what is bothering him.
"Of course. I'll help you if I can." Renjun nods again and plays with Jaemin's fingers.
"So first of all I'm sometimes a little jealous and I think that maybe since you guys have known and been in love with each other for so long that you might prefer to be alone." Jaemin starts to try to speak but Renjun cuts him off.
"I'm getting better, I've had a talk with Haechan about this and he said I should communicate with you guys and that's what I'm doing now. But since then I've been trying to look at the way we interact through an outsiders perspective and I do honestly believe with all my heart that you love me and want me around. That, of course you have a deeper love for each other but that's not a bad thing. I don't want either of you to ever feel like you have to compare feelings or justify your feelings at all." Jaemin stands and goes to sit in the booth beside Renjun. He looks in his eyes for a moment before softly pressing his lips to the others.
"You are amazing, I hope you know that. We absolutely adore having you around, the domestic feeling we both get from making food together to just watching movies and going to bed together is so fulfilling. We've discussed this a lot actually, how we both want this so badly. We love each other on a different level of course but Renjun I don't think you realize just how quickly and deeply you've penetrated our hearts. Just like I don't expect you to love me the same way you love Jeno I'm glad you understand how it is for us. But please don't ever be afraid to tell us if you feel neglected in any way, don't be afraid to tell us anything ever. We love you so much and we need you, we aren't whole without you." He pulls Renjun in for a hug. Renjun chuckles a little.
"It's funny you know, I think I had a similar conversation with Jeno the day he confessed to you. I'm sorry, it's just I sometimes feel insecure and that brings me to another reason that I'm scared." Jaemin squeezes him then let's go so he can talk.
"So I'm poly, as you know. I fell in love with you and Jeno fairly quickly and I'm scared that someone might come along and I could hurt you." Jaemin leans back with a frown.
"I would never cheat on you, you can always trust me .I just worry that one day I could ruin everything. I love you guys so much and I don't want to hurt either of you." He turns away from Jaemin ashamed of his thoughts. Jaemin thinks on it for a minute while Renjun suffers silently, waiting.
"Look, Renjun. I think you need to just let it go. Stop thinking about it and live in the moment. I also think that you don't have enough faith in yourself, I don't think you could ever be capable of hurting us. I think you love us too much." Renjun nods and Jaemin takes joy in the fact that with each passing second his smile is growing.
"Thank you, I don't know why I doubt myself the way I do at times but I sometimes just need affirmation that I'm doing something right and I'm too afraid to ask."

After finishing their dinner and a nice cool walk home to work off the pounds they surely gained they walked in to a dark apartment which immediately worries Jaemin. He asks Renjun to put the food they brought for Jeno in the fridge and he goes to check on him. He finds him lying on his back in their dark bedroom with his eyes closed.
"Jen, we're back. We were going to watch movies and cuddle and want you to join us?" Jeno opens his eyes and smiles softly.
"Thank you baby, but I'm really tired and I think I pulled a muscle at the gym so maybe tomorrow. I just want to sleep, but you guys go ahead." Jaemin walks to his side of the bed and stares down at him.
"Are you sure?" Jeno nods as Jaemin grabs his hand. Renjun walks in and sits on the bed beside Jeno and takes his other hand.
"Ok well I love you and if you need to talk or anything, I'm here. Always, and so is Renjun." He nods and makes kissy faces at both of them making them giggle before kissing him goodnight.
"We brought you food, but you can eat it whenever." He thanks them again and they go to watch a movie together. Of course Jaemin feels like something is off but he doesn't want to pressure him. He cuddles into Renjun and doesn't make it far into the movie before he's out with the other soon following.