Hawaiian broken hearts

Chapter 16 - all these lights

When we got home the sun was about to disappear and I just stood there looking at the beautiful show by myself. The sky had a purple tone to it and the big fluffy clouds looked amazing.

It seemed like the ocean was welcoming that giant ball of fire. Some people were still surfing and there was even a couple sitting in the sand.

When the sun disappeared completely I decided to go inside. When I turned around I saw Gray was standing there too, but looking at me. I got immediate butterflies

"Beautiful" he murmured "want to come inside? I bet you're are tired. They're gonna take care of dinner, I'm forcing Ethan to do it" we laughed "we should get some rest cause later we're gonna cliff jump"

Oh great... I nodded and smiled at him

"Are you ok (y/n)? I'm sorry for what I said to kyle earlier, I didn't want you to feel like I was getting in between you two in any way, I just-"

"Oh Gray I know" I interrupted him while getting closer, facing him completely now "he is working for you so you have every right, besides it felt good that you stood up for me" I assured him

"I know I'm not as chatty, I guess I am tired and there's a lot from today on my mind" I wish I could say the things keeping my mind were Kyle related, but they weren't. Should I tell him, is it good timing? Is it a good idea?

"Gray, I'm..." He looked at me with a focused but kind look, paying careful attention to what I was saying "I'm feeling guilty" I let out, I hate myself.

"It wasn't your fault, just know that. He can't keep leaving and then coming back. It's like he has no respect for you, he's already dating someone else but then kisses you... That shit makes my blood boil. Please don't feel guilty" he hugged me

"It's not that I'm feeling guilty about" I said close to his ear and he pulled away to look at me. Am I going to tell him? No I can't. Quickly, think of a distraction!!

"I really need to rest now, staring to get a headache" hopefully he'll forget this conversation. We went inside, he let me have the shower first and I took the best warm bath.

I could see all the dirt leaving my body and I hoped the water could take Gray off my mind too. It's wasn't Kyle I was thinking about. Did I even ever love him? I'm am awful person

After my shower I laid in bed and texted Gray for him to come take his shower now. He told me I could rest in bed while he showered.

I had my eyes closed and could ear the water running and hitting the bottom of the shower. Then the sound changed, he probably was waiting for it to get warm before getting in.

I could hear it hitting his body, and my fertile imagination started imagining what that might look like, before I could stop myself.

I could picture it perfectly, his rosy lips semi open while the water ran down his body, his arm muscles showing while he washed his hair, the water drops going down his abs and down his V line

I could feel the steam against my skin, I was there too. I reached and touched his neck, tracing a line down his chest and he smirked at me

His hands were in my waist and pulled me close to him, our bodies were now glued to each other and our foreheads connected. His hazel eyes were burning with desire and his tongue traced its way on his lower lip

Finally he kissed me, while our hands went wild feeling each other, tugging at the hair, tracing our skin.

He picked me up, my legs around his waist and pushed me against the cold wall but it felt good. His lips were on my neck and my fingers intertwined in his wet hair