Hawaiian broken hearts

Chapter 9- Hawaiian party

I woke up and I was alone in my seat, I was alone in the plane. I looked around and there wasn't a single living soul. I started freaking out but tried to keep cool. The plane is on the ground, I'm fine.

I got up and looked in the luggage department and there was nothing there. I had nothing on me, not even my handbag. My hands were shaking really hard but I took a few deep breaths and started walking towards the door.

Out of nowhere someone spoke behind me which scared me and made me jump and scream.

"I'm sorry, didn't mean to startle you, but the plane has landed miss you need to get out" my heart was beating so fast and I felt like I couldn't speak "I-I don't have m-my stuff" that was all I could put to words.

"I'm sure your friends have your belongings, didn't you travel with a group?" As she said this it all started making sense. Those bitches. I apologised and got out so fast. I did the whole hall from the plane to the actual airport, by myself, feeling a little anxious and so mad.

When I reached the end, there was a cabin with a security guy inside who asked for my ID. Fuck.

"Here sir" Grayson put it in front of him while giggling, and I just gave him a death stare. Kyle was filming it so I knew it was a prank for their video. Not funny

After the guy was done I took my stuff from his hands and started walking really fast as Gray chased after me. Kyle wasn't filming anymore, he was pointing it at Ethan as he did something silly I couldn't care less about.

"Hey hey wait up what's wrong?" Gray was smirking but then he got more serious "I didn't like that, that's all."

"It was just a joke, you know, cause you fall asleep everywhere" he took my face in his hand "I'm sorry tho" he looked down and took my hand "you're shaking" he stated. Yeah I was. Anxiety is a bitch and I was have an anxiety attack. A light one, my breathing was kinda under control but I was feeling super overwhelmed and just wanted to get out of there

"Yeah it's my anxiety. Can we leave?" I said impatient.
"Of course, I'm sorry we did this" he said and started walking by my side, opening a way for me in between the crowd when it was needed. He was actually being really helpful. We got to the outside door without the others and it made all the difference, it felt like I could breathe again.

"Listen Gray, I didn't mean to be rude I just get really anxious as it is when I'm flying and in crowds. This just made it worse and-"

"You weren't rude, I was. This was dumb I won't even use the footage I don't know what I was thinking. I should've stopped Kyle"

"Kyle? He had the idea?" He nodded. Wtf, coming from Kyle this had a different meaning. He knew about my trauma with abandonment. My parents did this prank to me all the time when I was a child. They would disappear and leave me alone in shopping centers, the beach, the road. They would stay in a spot where they could see me but I couldn't see them and they would wait until I freaked out to come and get me. It was just a joke but it left real trauma. That plus my dad actually leaving us.

If it had been the twin's idea I wouldn't be offended but Kyle knew about this, he knew I would freak out. My tears stated falling at the thought of him wanting to hurt me and using my friends as an excuse to do it. Gray told me he didn't have good intentions like he seemed to have, and I think he might be right.

Gray was about to ask and I just cut him off "I don't wanna talk about it" and he nodded and stood there awkwardly while I wipped my tears away and calmed myself down. When Kyle got here I wanted to look fine, he wanted to hurt me and I can't give him the pleasure. I gave a big smile and Gray just looked terrified at me which made me let out an actual laugh

"Look I promise I will explain, I also promise I'm not bipolar" he laughed "but right now I just need to seem happy." He was still confused but didn't question. When they came back I forced a big smile "I can't believe guys oh my God I was so confused, can't wait to see the footage that was so funny!"

Look, I'm an actress ok. I have the skill set to fool them. Not Ethan, he raised an eyebrow at me while Kristina was laughing and saying she thought it was really cruel what they just did. Kyle didn't have an expression on his face much like the rest of the time since we broke up so I imagined he was disappointed that his cruel joke didn't work, to make myself feel better.

I decided to forget about this cause I really didn't want him to ruin my trip, even tho I felt anxious to have someone with us who was trying to hurt me. It's always a weird feeling. Like why? What have I done for you to be mean?

Gray opened the door for me to get in the van they rented out and I have him a light smile. He was being quiet so when he sat by my side I asked him "are you good?" he looked at his lap and then at me and I could tell he wasn't "what's up?" I held his hand but he took it away looking uncomfortable, which made me so sad. What the hell.

"I just..."