Chapter 20 - too good at goodbye

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Our time in Hawaii was over, my family had left yesterday. I loved every second with them here, E and Gray covered for all the expenses which made me feel grateful but also a bit weird.

However my family loved it aswell, and it was hard saying goodbye. But we are used to it by now.

As for us, we had one more day to enjoy and we left tomorrow at 6 am

Gray and I decided to spend some time alone away from them for our last day

"Thank you again Gray, for everything" he had a huge smile and was blushing lightly "this was the best birthday of my life"

"Thank you (y/n) for making me so happy too" he gave me a soft kiss "I still can't believe I get to kiss you anytime I want. I've felt this way about you ever since I meet you, but I don't think I would ever tell you. Thank you for kissing me that day, thanks for making this happen I'm living in my dreams right now" he hugged me after ranting a little about how he was feeling "that was so embarrassing" he laughed against my neck

"No Gray, it wasn't" he pushed away so he was looking me in the eyes "I just feel guilty I never noticed you felt that way about me" I blushed and he laughed

"I was convinced you knew, I wasn't that good at hidding it. And I feel guilty too, cause often I wonder if that wasn't the reason Kyle broke up with you" he looked down with a sad expression.

"That's why I was trying to stay distant from you in the begining of the trip, but it's just impossible" he confessed

"Yeah I remember that... " I grabbed his face in my hands so he would look at me "even if it was because of you I don't care, I've never felt this way before and if he didn't break up with me I would've never realized how much I actually love you. I'm glad everything happened the way it did and I don't want you to feel bad about anything" his expression changed again and he kissed me

"I love you too (y/n)"

The trip home was easy, I slept the entire time leaning on Grayson's shoulder. Kyle was sitting next to us for some reason and I just wanted to avoid any conversation so it was good that I slept.

He was quiet, ever more that usual. Probably cause he had to say goodbye to his girlfriend. Kristina was annoyed at Kayla and had a conversation with me about how she didn't intend to keep in touch with her

She had changed since the last time they hung out and she felt like the friendship didn't make sense anymore

I know kyle and I knew he so wasn't planning on working with he twins for much longer, he had that vibe to him. I didn't know if it was because of me but I knew that's how he was feeling

When we finally got home I was super energetic, it was the afternoon and the boys both laid on the couch with Kristina. They were all tired, so I decided to make them some food as they slept on the living room.

We had some fresh food their assistant had bought for their arrival so I used that and made some homemade vegan pizzas. A very sleepy Grayson showed up and I immediately smiled at the sight of this beautiful man

"Hey you, how do you feel?" He yawned before answering me and walked towards me to hug me

"I'm tired (y/n) but it smelled so good I had to come check it out" I laughed

"Yeah the pizzas are almost done Gray, you can go to the couch I'll bring them to you guys in a bit" he kissed me and went back, I could tell he was exhausted and so out of it

I finished cleaning and then brought them the pizzas. I placed them in the coffee table and some canned cokes and they all thanked me. We put on a movie and just chilled for a bit while we had food

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