I tried to keep calm but I couldn't believe I was going to tell her about this. I mean it's Kris, she's not going to tell them and she won't judge, but if I tell her, it becomes real...
"I'm starting to have feelings for Gray" I immediately burry my face in the pillows and scream which makes her let out a loud laugh.
"You think I don't know that?" She pulls be up and gets my hair out of my face "seems like we have the same type" she laughs and I cringe at her joke
"Oh good jesus please stop" I join her laughing, we seem high and just can't stop.
"What are you going to do about it? She asks interested
"Hm absolutely nothing? Conceal? Don't feel..."
"DON'T LET THEM KNOWWW" we both sang and Ethan got in the room
"Can you guys come eat? We made you food... Ok it was Gray but I did help"
"One sec babe" kris signaled for him to go and he did
"(Y/n) I'm not gonna lie, I want you two together, I always did as you were aware. But it is a bit soon since you and Kyle just broke up"
"Yeah I know, and honestly I'm so scared I don't actually have any feelings for him and that my brain is just finding distractions so I don't deal with the pain"
I complained
"Well that's a whole lot of overthinking" she laughed "but I don't think it is... When I met you, kyle wasn't in our lives yet and you and Gray already had the chemistry, in fact, you never lost it... I mean, the way you two cuddle all the time, the looks, it's everything!!"
It's true, we were like that from the start.
"Maybe the fact that you met Kyle and started dating him quickly made you ignore Gray's signs? Made you not notice how much you guys actually click?"
Kris had such confidence talking about this as if Gray had feeling too...
"Do you know something I don't...?" She got red
"Well hm no I- hm..." She started nervous laughing
To be honest I don't know if I want him to have feelings for me, I don't want to believe that I wasted so much time with Kyle and Gray was there the entire time. I also don't want Gray to be upset...
He was there for each fight, to give me advice and support, to cook me a meal and make me forget the broken heart kyle left in me each time he would freak out about something and disappear.
"Girls c'mon let's eat!" Kayla rushed into the room and Kris got up not even looking at her and got out, but not without winking at me first. This conversation wasn't over and she knew it.
I smiled at the girl, I really had nothing against her, not even after what she said yesterday... We walked together to the table outside, which looked beautiful. Gray had really outdone himself, and even tho we had already eaten, I was prepared for round 2 of breakfast.
Kayla took the seat in between E and Kyle at the round table, and I sat across from her next to Gray with an empty space to my right cause it was a big table.
"Thank you Gray, this looks amazing" he smiled
"I helped too" kyle smiled at me, waiting for me to thank him and I just smiled back and stated
"As you should" which made the twins and kris laugh. He wanted attention, and I wasn't about to give it to him. Even if he provoked me. Even if he got a girl to do so. He could hold his breath for all I cared
"So what are we doing today?" I asked excited
"Hm so..." Ethan started but stopped to chew
"That's fucking gross bro, I can see your food" Gray complained
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Hawaiian broken hearts
FanfictionKyle just ended everything with me... the day before the two of us and the twins were supposed to travel together to Hawaii. why does this shit always happen to me?!
