I could hear the loud banging that I had no idea where it came from and the heat was making me sweat. I wasn't fully awake yet and was trying hard to fall into deep sleep again. That was until a dreadful thought filled me with anxiety and made me jump.
Where the fuck is my shirt?!
I was naked from the waste up, and immediately remembered taking it off during the night, cause in my half a sleep dumb as fuck mind, I was with Kyle in bed. But I wasn't, was I?!
I covered myself even before I could open my eyes, and then I did, and realised I had my back turned on him, which was good but still I had a lot of concerns, naturally. Didn't want him to see me naked and didn't want him to think I wanted him to see me naked.
I slowly turned and stared at Gray, he was facing up had his mouth open and was snoring loudly. Sweat was covering his forehead and the banging was getting louder, so I knew he would wake up soon. My heart was pounding.
I jumped out of bed and grabbed my shirt all in one movement while running to the bathroom, it was the best thing to do.
"Are you good?" I heard him from the bed. Well, I woke him but at least he didn't see me naked! I took a deep breath before answering
"I'm fine Gray, it's just this noise and the heat won't let me sleep" I told him still from the bath
"Same" he replied "been in and out of sleep for some time now"
My heart dropped and I covered my mouth with my hands. But wait if he had seen something he wouldn't say it so naturally right? I mean we are close, but not this close... Right?
"Oh come look it's a bird!" He was now next to the window, and I just got out and tried to ignore what just happened, I don't even wanna know what he saw. I walked in his direction and he told me to walk slow to not scare the bird. Some very colorful little bird was picking at the wooden wall outside
"Motherfucker is cute as hell but wouldn't let us sleep" Gray looked at me and smiled, then kissed my forehead
"Good morning sleepy fuck. How moody are you today?" He asked chuckling
"Very much so" I replied trying to keep serious "what time is it? Sun hasn't even come out yet" I asked
It wasn't dark anymore but the sun wasn't in sight yet.
"505 hm..." Gray said checking his watch "we should go watch the sunrise at the beach" he seemed so exited
I was too uncomfortable to fall back asleep anyways so I accepted, knowing full well I was gonna need a big nap today to make up for it. We decided to take something to eat first, so we headed to the kitchen.
"Wait where's Kyle? Coutch is empty" he whispered and I had to tell him
"Yeah hm... Yesterday when I came to pick up the pizza I heard him in there so yeah" I pointed to Kayla's room while being awkward af
"I'm sorry, can't be easy to see... You can tell me this stuff you know, it's good to let things out of your chest"
We were now walking towards the beach with some snacks in hand
"I know Gray, but sometimes ignoring it it's just better, I had fun with you and completely forgot about this yesterday. I mean not gonna lie, that movie made me thing about some stuff... But I can deal with it... I hope. At least I'm not alone"
I looked up at him and he looked at me
"You're really not" he assured
We set a beach towel with the food and another for us to lay down on, side by side, while looking at the horizon. He signaled for me to lay on his chest, which wasn't weird for us at all since we always were like this, but now it gave me butterflies just thinking about it.
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Hawaiian broken hearts
Fiksi PenggemarKyle just ended everything with me... the day before the two of us and the twins were supposed to travel together to Hawaii. why does this shit always happen to me?!