Hawaiian broken hearts

Chapter 12- fall in love for the night

I got up and no one noticed, since they were all deep in conversation. It was so hot out even tho it was night time and I decided to go for a swim. The ocean terrified me at night but damn it anything was better than staying there with those two. I hope this doesn't continue through the week.

My birthday is coming up and I thought I would be spending it with Kyle by my side, and now he's meeting someone else. I never wanted this. I kicked the sand out of frustration but some of it came back and hit my eye

"Oh fucking great piece of shit motherfucker ass clown-"
"You good?" An amused Gray stared at me and I started laughing with him, kinda embarrassed but also this was funny af

"You know how it is..." He smiled and reached for a hug "I'm sorry I left you kinda alone in that situation back there"

"Gray please, you didn't and even if you did you don't have to apologise c'mon you don't have to babysit me" he laughed

"Yeah but I felt bad that I didn't even notice you left. And btw I get why you did, and I'm sorry about it. How do you feel?" He asked

"Well I just kicked sand into my eyes so you can draw your conclusion from there" we both chuckled "I just feel sad you now. But there's nothing to do about it" I didn't feel like talking anymore. I just wanted him to make me forget about all of this. Not in that way that I just thought about, no. As a friend. A good supporting friend.

We went for a swim, I spent the whole time complaining and scared. Guess the courage had gone away since the anger did too and I was a little bitch again. I ended up hugging Gray in the water cause there was no where else I felt safe in that darkness.

I could feel the vibration from his voice through his chest, that's how you know you are close huh?

"Hey it's all good, I won't let go of you I promise. You can relax" I let go a little of him and he held me by my waist. My hands came down from around his neck and just rested on his chest

"See this isn't so bad" he smiled. The light from the houses near by lit up the side of his face and enhanced his beautiful features, he's just breathtaking.
We finished our night swim and went to the house, everyone was already inside, room doors closed and Kyle was on the couch on his phone. We passed behind him and I could see Kayla's name, he was texting her. I need to stop doing this.

He looked at us and asked something about the water, I didn't pay attention. They talked for two seconds and we went to the room, telling him goodnight.

"I saw it too" Gray told me "don't feel bad about seeing it, it's almost impossible not to" he meant the texts

"Yeah... Wanna watch a movie?" I didn't know what else to say, I was feeling ashamed and unwanted and humiliated without really knowing why, cause I definitely shouldn't but I guess jealousy was getting to me.

"Yeah sure. You can use the bathroom first if you want, I'm gonna sit in the balcony for a bit" Gray offered and I accepted. I collected what I needed and enjoyed the nice warm shower.

When I got out I realised something that almost made me fall right there. I packed as if I was coming with Kyle right? And I usually wore his boxers to sleep so I didn't pack anything I could wear to bed. I only had like denim shorts and pants.

I wondered if I could ask Gray or if it was too awkward. I decided not to and I just got out with the denim shorts.

"Going somewhere?" He asked

"Hm no, why you ask?" I knew why "cause you're wearing denim shorts" he pointed and chuckled.

"Yeah hm... You know... It's like" I was so embarrassed. This was awful
I explained to him, stuttering and tripping on my own words while he look at me amused the whole time

"Here, you can wear these if you want. I brought way too many anyways, better prepared than sorry" he was joking around so I wouldn't feel uncomfortable, he does that a lot. Adorable

"Thank you Gray" he smiled and went on to his nightly routine in the bathroom while I stayed in the room and changed to his confy boxers. They fitted me like short shorts. I looked in the mirror and they made my ass pop but my shirt was long so it would be fine.

I put on labour day on the laptop, Gray had suggested we watch that movie which neither of us had seen but someone recommend it to him so I prepared everything. I also decided to search for snacks in the kitchen.

I left the room trying to make as little noise as possible but the door, of course, was the loudest in the world. Kyle wasn't on the couch anymore. I could hear kristina's giggles and it made me laugh. Those two only have limited time together and they don't let go of eachother.

I could also hear Kyle's low tone voice talking, it was coming from Kayla's room. We at least they're just talking, I guess. Who am I kidding, he's over us already. He was going to ruin my trip and that's what annoyed me the most.

There were no snacks anywhere and I was in need of some calories, to make up for my heartbreak. I decided to call the house service this rental provided and turns out they served at any time, so I asked for some pineapple pizza I knew would make Gray very happy. They were so fast I was impressed.

While I was waiting I sat in silence trying to understand what Kyle was saying, it seemed like he was talking about his job. Thin walls in this house, can't forget. After the pizza arrived I went to the room, I didn't even tell Gray about Kyle I just wanted to take my mind off of it all. I focused on the movie and at one point we were both crying our eyes out. Crying and eating pizza, just a regular tuesday.

We stayed up for a bit talking about the movie, laying on our side facing eachother. Gray only had some confy shorts on and the dim light in the room allowed me to enjoy the view without him noticing.

We were talking but at this point we were dragging our words due to being sleepy.

"I'm so glad you came (y/n), I'm gonna do everything in my power to give you the best time ever" he reached to give me a kiss on the forehead

"Thank you for taking care of me Gray" I came closer and rested my head close to his chest. I could feel his soft warm skin.

"Of course (y/n), I will always take care of you because I only want what's best for you" his eyes were closed as he spoke

"I love you" we said to eachother and fell asleep