Hawaiian broken hearts

Chapter 18 - Dreams

"happy birthday!!!!" They all yelled at the same time and gave me a big group hug

"Oh guys thank you so much" I wanted to cry, was feeling so many emotions.

It was now midnight and it was officially my birthday. They brought a small cake and we sang happy birthday which was awkward and we ate the cake

They also promised tomorrow there was going to be a real party, this was just a cute gesture, but I was already so happy

Even Kyle gave me a hug.

We decided it was getting late and headed back to the house. Grayson sat by my side this time and we held hands the entire time, I was so happy that the stupid smile wouldn't leave my face

I was excited to go home and to be alone with him. I didn't know what was going to happen, but I wanted to find out

My mind was running wild as I stated at the window and felt his hand rest on my tigh

We finally arrived and Gray ordered a vegan pizza for us. We ended up being the last ones awake so we were whispering

"I don't want to be annoying but honestly (y/n) you made me the happiest man today..." His beautiful eyes stared at me

We were both sitting on the couch, my legs were over his lap and his arms were around me

"Same Gray... These last few days I couldn't take you off my mind and this was bound to happen sooner or later" I confessed "I even tried making a move before" I blushed and hide my face

"You did??" He seemed actually surprised "when?" His eyes were wide open and he sounded really happy about it

"Yesterday when we were alone, near the waterfall, after my anxiety attack remember? I wanted to kiss you so bad..." He cut me off with a kiss and we both smiled

"Also when we arrived home I tried telling you how I was feeling but I couldn't..." I confessed

"I remember! You got all weird and said you had a headache" he chuckled

"Yeah I'm dumb like that"

"No, you are cute like that" he corrected me "oh the pizza is here" he got up to get it and I got up aswell. I wanted to eat in the bedroom

He came back from the front door holding the box all happy and cute. I pointed to the room and he agreed

When we got to the room he put the pizza down and picked me up, sitting me on his lap, which felt good but also made me nervous

"We don't have any interruptions here" he whispered and left small kissed along my jawline and cheeck, until he reached my lips. My heart was beating like crazy

He kissed me passionately and my hands went down his back and tugged at the end of his shirt, pulling it up, signaling for him to take it off

We broke the kiss just to take off the shirt and immediately got back to it, but now my hands could feel all of him, his soft warm skin felt like heaven

His kiss was magical, made me feel fireworks in my chest

He broke the kiss and spoke, a little out of breath "maybe we should take it slow?"

His words didn't match his actions, as his hands held me tightly and his eyes looked at me with desire. I didn't want to take it slow, I wanted him. Was that wrong?

"We should, doesn't mean we will..." I whispered kissing his neck and he moaned lightly

Out of nowhere he turned us, laying me in bed and laying on top of me, holding my hands on place

"You can't just manipulate me like that to get what you want" he joked smirking

I pouted at him "but it's my birthday..." He smiled and kissed me, letting go of my hands so he could use his on me

He started kissing my neck and down my chest in between my breasts that were still covered by my bikini. Very slow and teasing kisses.

He then went down to my stomach, kissing me slowly, while he took my leg, with his strong hand, and put it on top of his shoulder

My heart felt like it was going to leave my chest at this point, my moans weren't loud but we're hard for me to control. I had my hands in his hair

His kisses moved to the inside of my tigh now, I was loving this until...

Loud moans started coming from Kyle's room, Gray and I both broke into laughter and he brought himself up and laid next to me

"Maybe we should take it slow" I told him still laughing, his expression changed a bit, he seemed sad

"I understand, must not be easy for you dealing with this" he said refering to Kyle having a girl

"I don't care about that anymore Gray, I just want my time with you to be a little more enjoyable and private than this" I felt bad, I didn't want him to think Kyle would be an issue between us

"I kissed you today because I finally got my feelings in order you know? I wasn't sure if what I was feeling towards you was just a way of forgetting about him. And I didn't want that to be the reason that I started anything with you" I shifted my position so I was on top of him staring right at his eyes

I held his cute little sad face so he would look at me "I kissed you today cause I was sure deep down it was what I wanted all along. I've just been distracted, and frankly wasting my time, with him" he nodded "It's you I want Gray" I said in the most sincere tone I could, my cheeks felt warm I knew I was blushing and so was Gray

"I want you too (y/n), thank you for telling me this" he pulled me to a hug and I wanted to stay like that and enjoy the moment but the noises wouldn't allow it

"What if we put our headphones on and watch a movie on the laptop while we eat the pizza?" He suggested "we will have plenty of time and privacy when we get back home" he smiled at me

And so we did. I got changed in the bathroom into my pijamas and he changed just into some clean boxers. I could never get over how good this man looked

I cuddled up with him while we ate and watched some movie I was paying no attention to. My mind was filled with Gray, his words, his actions, everything I was feeling. Felt like this was something I had been waiting for forever without even knowing.

The morning came and so did the sunlight that insisted on hitting my eyes. I slowly opened them just to find Gray's hazel eyes staring back at me. We were still cuddled but in a different position than we were when I fell asleep

"Morning birthday girl" his raspy voice greeted me and he kissed my forehead lightly

"Hey gorgeous" I smiled "how long have you been staring at me?" I joked

"No idea, you just looked so cute sleeping I couldn't help myself. At least now I don't have to hide that I do these weird things" he blushed and laughed shyly

"You watched me sleep before?? You creep" I joked

"So how do you feel about some breakfast in bed?" He asked smiling

"Oh Gray you don't have to"

"I know, but I really want to" he kissed me and got up fast, before I could say anythimg else and just winked at me

What did I do to deserve him?

My eyes got heavy as I laid my head on his chest and just sleep take over me slowly. His heartbeat and breathing were so calm, the image of him kissing my thighs while looking at me made me smile