The Secrets You Keep

L.O.V.E

We finally make it back to the condo after stopping so that I could grab some clothes and other items from Travis' place and our extravagant trip to Neiman Marcus. Geneva bought new dresses,shoes, two bags and a bunch of things for me. I'm already starting to enjoy my new wardrobe.  The vibe here is already immaculate but, Geneva tops it off by dimming the lights and putting on some music.

"We finally have some time alone together." She says.

"I know, I'm in my happy place right now with you here." I reply while slowly wrapping my arms around her waist, hugging her from behind.

Geneva turns to face me as she wrap her arms around my neck and kisses me deeply. We kiss for what feels like an eternity before slowly breaking our embrace and sitting on the oversized, lush white couch in the living room.

"I promise Cameron, I'm going to get this under control so that I can come home and see you every night."

This meaning her marriage. Honestly, I understand what challenges come with giving up your position in the church and, I'm not putting heavy pressure on Geneva to figure this all out, shit Rome wasn't built in a day and quite frankly, I'm still trying to get used to being in a relationship with an older, powerful woman.

"Geneva, whatever decision you make I want you to keep being successful but most importantly happy."

She cups my face into her hands, she has a tear escaping from her right eye and I can tell she's afraid and upset.

"I made my decision the first night we made love Cameron, you are the only one I see and the only one I've been thinking about." She says. "You've been through so much, and yet you're here with me, giving me so much attention."

"We've already been through a lot together in the last couple of days but I like you and that's why I'm here." "I won't leave you unless you tell me to."

I reach out to wipe the tears away from her face and kiss her forehead delicately. Her body instantly begins to melt into my arms as she climbs on top of me kissing me roughly; our tongues twirling together passionately. Geneva still straddling me, reaches for my dress shirt ripping it open, sending buttons all across the room. I stand up and remove my pants and I'm left with nothing else on except my boxer briefs and Nike sports bra.

I help get Geneva out of her Sunday's best and tell her to lie back down on the couch. She follows my request without hesitation and spreads her legs wide to welcome me between them. She's dripping wet with anticipation and lust, I waste no time getting to work sucking on her hardened clit. Loud, breathless moans escape her mouth as I slide my tongue in and out, letting her warm juices slide onto my tongue and around my mouth.

We never break eye contact as I slide two fingers into her slippery pussy. Geneva reaches for the back of my head and tugs on my locs gently.

"Baby I'm cumming." Geneva says while moaning and tugging on my hair. Within seconds she releases a loud shriek, and all of her love juices on my fingers.  I stand over her with my soaked hand out so that she can taste her sweetness, and as she sucks my fingers completely dry, I can still see that same lust and passion from before.

After cleaning up around us, we head to the bedroom and spend hours together talking, drinking, and fucking. We both climax together twice and end the night by falling asleep in each others arms.  I'm so happy to be in this place with the woman I care about and love deeply, and to know that I provided her with enough pleasure to feel safe again makes me proud to be hers, for the weekend at least.

My eyes slowly open to the violet and pink clouds and blooming sun dancing across a nearby lake. This is the type of view I could never get sick of looking at. Geneva is still holding me and sleeping quietly, so I creep out of bed to take a shower and brush my teeth. I finish my shower and head back to the bedroom to check on Geneva and reply to some emails.

"Good morning baby." Geneva says as she greets me with a kiss on my neck.

"Good morning babe, how did you sleep?"

"I slept much better than I normally do because you were here." She says while smiling and wrapping her arms around my shoulders.

Our cuddling is interrupted by several knocks on the door.

"Does your husband knock on the door like this?" I ask jokingly.

"No, I know for a fact that's not him he has keys, but come with me so we can see who it is." Geneva says.

We both walk into the giant living room and into the entryway and Geneva opens the door. My smile is quickly wiped away when I realize that it's my mother standing in front of me with a sizzling look of judgment across her face. It's the same look that I got when a came out, when I told her that I wasn't going to be fixed by Geneva, and the same look that she gave me one I walked out of the door never to return home again.

"Good morning Pastor, Cameron how are you, I didn't expect to see you here with pastor, I thought you couldn't stand her?" She's trying to start shit but I control myself as best as I can.

"I WAS doing good before you popped up." I say with a stone cold look on my face. Geneva pats my shoulder and tells me to be calm and I take her advice to prevent any further bullshit.

"Pastor, does Dr. Mitchell know that you've been having my daughter as a visitor or as a lover in his home?" My mother asks with a slick smile and snarky tone.

"This is my home, I paid for this condo and he has no ownership over this property or any property that I own for that matter." "As for Cameron being here, she is here because we have worked out our differences, and she is visiting because she was kicked out of your home and doesn't want to have any contact with you anymore." Geneva snaps back.

"I never kicked her out of our home, she kicked herself out." "I told Cameron she had to repent if she was going going to be living under my roof, I'm sure you've already realized that Cameron is always headstrong and very stubborn, so whatever lie she told you is wrong, she left on her own." My mother starts a fiery stare down with Geneva and I, I quickly open my mouth and tell my mother exactly what the hell I think about her.

"You treated me like a damn leper, Dad let you do all the time when I lived at home, and now that I'm out doing my own thing you constantly follow me and the company I choose to keep." "Just leave mama, I love you but you don't control who I am or the life I'm living anymore." I reply. "Also, I never lied to Geneva about what went down the day I left so don't even try to pull that shit right now!"

I'm shaking so hard right because of anger and pure sadness. You see, when you try to be yourself and not be controlled by family or friends somehow they always manage to find you and try to pull you back down to make you miserable and fit their standards. Geneva pulls me back into the condo slowly and closes the door behind us and we go back to the bedroom.

"Geneva, I'm so sorry she showed up here." I rub my forehead slowly.

She gives me a big hug, kisses my cheek and says, "This isn't your fault baby, she will never fully understand why you are the way you are, and that's okay because I do and I love you for who you are."

"You know, I put up with so much from my parents; my dad not defending me and my mama judging every little decision I made, then trying to force me to be straight through counseling." "I'm so tired of it G."

"I understand everything you're feeling right now, but look at what came from those things that happened to you, a relationship with someone your parents tried to use against you."  "I'm learning something about you Cameron, everything that this crazy world throws at you, you make into a unique and better situation."

Geneva and I have issues in our personal lives, but we are starting to be there for each other. I want moments like this forever. I never thought this shit would escalate so damn fast but, whatever comes from it I'll enjoy the ride for what it is.