- ʜᴀʜᴀʜᴀʜᴀʜᴀʜᴀ ɢᴀɢɪ ɴᴀʙᴀʙᴀʟɪᴡ ɴᴀᴋᴏᴏᴏ
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When will I give up? In the time where I fall in love deeply.
How could I unlove Im Nayeon.
She's a heather. A perfect girl in my eyes. I can stare at her forever if I could.
Why the world is so cruel?
All I want is to be happy but why is my happiness has taken away from me.
I want her to tell me a lie. I want her to tell me that she loves me too even if it's just a lie. I want to live to the world full of lies if that's the only way I could be with with her.
If that's how she can love me too. Even if it's just an imagination.
"Yah Nam Y/n! I'm calling your name but you're just staring at my face. Is there a dirt on my face?" Nayeon unnie asked while looking at me confusingly, I smiled and shaked my head.
"What if I told you I love you? Would you tell me that you love me back, Nayeon unnie?" I asked out of a sudden, she stopped moving and sighed.
"Y/n, we've talked ab-"
"Tell me a lie." I cut her off.
"W-what do yo-"
"Just tell me a lie!"
"I love you.." I gulped and nodded.
"I see.. Still her?" I asked pertaining to her ex, she lower down her gaze and slowly nod her head.
I chuckled bitterly and let out a breath, a sharp and deep one. I needed to breath, it's hard hearing those words coming out from her lips. It hurts so fucking much.
"How can I be her unnie? Please, I want to know. How can I be Jeongyeon Unnie? How can you love me too like how you love her? How unnie, please tell me.." I begged and started to cry.
"Y/n please stop..."
"No, I won't stop! Please tell me, how can you love me too?"
"I don't know Y/n! Jeongyeon is still the one who's containing my h-heart. I-I'm sorry.." She cried, I stop and sighed deeply.
"Can't I replace her? Don't you love me Nayeon unnie? You love me too right-"
"No." She cutted me off that made my lips shut off.
"I just love you like a friend. Don't expect too much."
"I will not expect if you didn't let me feel that you love me too!" I raised my voice at her.
"Then it's not my fault if you fell for me with that simple affection!" She yelled.
"Then it's my fault? I fell for you Nayeon. You couldn't change that anymore."
"You know that I love someone else, then why did you still fell for me? Stop your stupid feelings if you can. I'm sorry." She muttered before walking out, leaving me crying hardly.
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That's how the thing goes on. It's been a month and we're still ignoring each other's presence.
I want to talk to her but she's always with Jeongyeon unnie and her friends. I tried to approach her but she's just pushing me away.
I ran on the rooftop and cried there alone. I just wanted to feel love by her. Is it that hard?
"Y/n/n?" Someone called me, I look around seeing a familiar girl.
"Ah. Who are you?" I asked. She smiled and sat beside me.
"I'm Tzuyu. Nayeon unnie's bestfriend. I saw what happened there and I apologize if she hurted you." I chuckled and pat her shoulder.
"It's okay. Don't be sorry, it's not even your fault." She nodded and sighed.
"May I know what you two fought about? It's okay if you don't-"
"I confessed and she rejected me." I cut her off. She raised her eyebrows and nodded.
"Oh.. I see. That's why she's acting strange. By the way, I advice that you should lessen crying alone, you know.." She scratched her nape shyly.
"I don't have someone to share with-"
"Well you could share it to me!" I flinched in her sudden outburts, she cleared her throat and sighed.
"Oh sorry, I just wanted to say is that we can be friends. I-I will always be here for you if you want someone to talk to." She stuttered, I giggled and pinched her cheeks.
"You're so cute when you're stuttering. But okay, thanks tzu tzu." She blushed and hide her face in her hands.
"Hey, Tzu Tzu is blushing!! I made her blush!!" I cheered loudly and laughed.
- T Z U Y U -
I removed my hands on my face and stared at her happy state. Nayeon unnie waste this perfect girl for her cheater ex. I smiled and giggled at her adorableness.
Even though we've just met, I didn't felt awkward. The only thing I felt is that butterflies swirling in my stomach, hearing her melodic laughs. She is adorable.
"Yah Tzu Tzu, I know that I'm beautiful but you're staring at me for too long." She blushed madly, I giggled and stood up.
"Come here." I opened my arms, she walked close to me as I pulled her in my embrace.
She stiffened but after awhile, she place her hands on my waist holding me firmly. I like her grip on me, firm but in a gentle way.
"Thank you for being here, Tzuyu-ah."
"Welcome Y/n/n. I will never let you to be alone again. I'm here to protect you.."
