Its been a while yes,
Life isn't a simple game of chess.
I've been shattered,
I got mentally stable?
I got battered around,
Hey look at what I found mom!
Death, Death, Suicidal thoughts, A small ray of life, Death, Death, More voices in my head.
You're right when you said I'd be crazy,
I just never thought it would be by my own hand.
Why is the light to life hazy?
Dole around about my shitty life,
Who am I kidding I didn't really have much of one.
My heart is becoming Nitinol.
Hard edges and unyielding at first,
Once warmed by the fire of love,
I'll become a soft heart to be used.
The persona I am online,
is just a Image of who I want to be.
Sure the online me is technically me,
but the me I was is just some weak minded murderous bastard.
New leaf to turn myself,
I've been down in the dumps lately.
Shove my heart onto some shelves,
Life isn't fair but nothing ever is baby..
I wish I could set myself free from this prison that I have of a mind,
But I am not that strong nor diplomatic.
My life's work is my body and its false promises,
I want to burn it to the ground and make another canvas.
Everything I do is futile,
Anything I say is phrased to other peoples benefits.
New life?
What a joke,
It's my unkept promise that is making me want to turn the last light off.
Its my tongue that I can't use anymore,
I'm not worthy to be human.
I want to wash ashore dead.
I'm the yolk in the folklore,
I'm just kidding:
There was never a folklore about the yellow of a egg.
Reincarnation..
What did I do in my past life that lead these unfortunate events in this one?
I beg to death to comfort me, ol' ye fathful friend of mine.
What is it that made me to be a human this lifetime?
What is it that she sees in me?
Can I atone for my sins with a simple fine?
I need to stop shunning myself.
To whom will I not be a joke at all?
What.. makes one strong?
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The things I'd like to say
General Fictionthis is my collection of things I would like to say but don't want to make it come out wrong the words I can think about sound beautiful on paper but once I try to say them it sounds like so different so I just put them on paper and don't say them s...
