Of course I liked you,
But you never noticed me.
You just saw me as a friend,
even when I comforted you,
when you were heart broken I stood up to the guy who broke your heart.
And you didn't notice that,
I gave you a passage through the walls I made.
You made yourself a roommate in my heart,
but never noticed my love for you.
When I got over you,
You finally noticed.
You started to flirt with me,
hoping that you'd light the wet wood and ignite it,
when you just made yourself look like those girls,
that flirt and play with others just to pass time.
I didn't turn you down,
you just never noticed all my invitations.
I left you in the dust,
but I still hold you dearly in my heart.
When I started to look around,
I saw that you managed to turn those I called friends.
And now you think I'd do anything to get them back,
I feel disgusted by the feelings I had for you,
but I still looked at you wondering if it's too late.
But then I'd be desperate for you later,
so I cut you off of my life leaving a hole.
and you noticed.
I was alone on the playground until she came up,
asked me if I was ok and if I'd be willing to play ball.
I said yes and you noticed,
you made her life a living hell.
When I found out,
you were stunned by the hatred I had,
you were shocked by the words I used to describe you.
You realized I was never going to fall for you,
but that didn't stop you from making her life and mine,
a living hell that would be tough to live but we lived.
I was there for her comforting her just like I did for you,
and you stared at me,
wondering what I saw in you and her.
how different you both were,
you both were almost the same.
But unlike you she noticed and that was all that changed,
We became a couple like the ones people dream of.
You envied her and managed to get her expelled,
and you saw how my heart was slowly becoming stone.
And now you saw the damage you caused but can't fix,
you stole my heart and I lashed out towards you.
And I made your life a living hell in return after all what goes around comes around,
but you were too weak to deal with the things people called you.
you left the school and I did the same.
there was no hope for me to be there anymore,
but I still hold you in my heart even if it was 2 years ago,
I still hold you deeply.
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The things I'd like to say
General Fictionthis is my collection of things I would like to say but don't want to make it come out wrong the words I can think about sound beautiful on paper but once I try to say them it sounds like so different so I just put them on paper and don't say them s...
