I sometimes wonder how many times I've let my guard down,
too many to keep count,
somedays I wanna drown,
somedays I feel like a clown,
the circus.
I am drowning in dopamine,
love,
sorrow,
thoughts,
hyper fixation.
Her love?
Shit.
I feel like I am not in a jacket,
Straight and tight-lipped,
I am alive,
free to fly,
able to try.
I have the freedom to be me.
My sorrows,
are of many,
I am not unique,
I am the same as you,
I am a child,
crying out for attention,
I have wounds that need to be tended to.
I have many ideas,
I feel smart like a mini Albert Einstein,
I know I am average,
To be or not to be?
I am me,
I wanna be happy,
need to grow up,
I wanna be there for the kids when they need their father the most,
I need to be what I didn't have,
I wanna raise my kids properly,
Teach them about health,
Trust is important,
morals are a will.
A will is a strength,
A reason,
I have my will,
my strength is myself,
I will be a father,
I will make her happy,
I am happy.
Very tired of playing this game in life,
but I overcame the last chapter,
I can overcome this one as well.
I am my own hospitality,
I can be yours.
I am Mitch,
I am only starting my route.
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The things I'd like to say
General Fictionthis is my collection of things I would like to say but don't want to make it come out wrong the words I can think about sound beautiful on paper but once I try to say them it sounds like so different so I just put them on paper and don't say them s...
