Diary (Vkook, Old Version)

February 1st, 2015

Dear Diary,
Today I met up with Taehyung again. It was weird how Hana didn't show up at all, even though she isn't supposed to be sick anymore...Hm. Whatever, it was good. Being alone with Taehyung is always good.
We met up at 10 am this time, went to the cinema together, since we had decided to watch a movie together yesterday. After I had arrived at 9:30 am and waited for Taehyung for 30 minutes, we bought popcorn and coke. I didn't know what movie it was, because Taehyung refused to tell me. So until we actually entered the big room and the movie started playing, I didn't know at all. Maybe it was better like this, though. Even though I enjoyed the movie, if I had known what movie it was gonna be, I wouldn't have watched it.
Okay so, after we had finally found our seats and sat down, the movie started. When I saw the screen, I realized why Taehyung had refused to tell me. It was a love movie, he just didn't want me to think of weird things.
I didn't really pay attention to the movie, until one scene came up. The scene where the main character's confessed their love to each other and had their first kiss. But the only reason I paid attention at that point was, I imagined something. I imagined that those two people would be me and Taehyung. Without realizing, I looked over to Taehyung, who was totally into the movie. My gaze was hooked on his pink lips, before it went up to his beautiful eyes, which were reflecting the movie. All I could concentrate on was Taehyung and his beautiful expressions.
Aish, seriously, if this is what love is, then I'd prefer not ever falling in love with anyone again. Always worrying about your loved one, being jealous when your loved one falls in love with someone who's not you, not being able to concentrate on anything but your loved one. But at the same time, I treasure this feeling more than anything. The feeling of being together with your loved one, the happiness when your loved one's happy, the butterflies in your stomach, when your loved one looks at you, the warmth all that leaves, is amazing and I wouldn't give this feeling up, not for anything in this whole world. And I'm not gonna give up Taehyung, either. Taehyung's going to become mine, and mine only. He's going to love me, I'm sure. ..Well, I hope. Ahh, I'm so freaking tired now. Good night diary,
Jungkook