Diary (Vkook, Old Version)

February 12th, 13th, 2015?

Jungkook's mother stopped reading, taking in every single thing that had been written down in the book, she was holding. The room was filled with silence.

Taehyung was trying hard to act strong, but he just couldn't. His beloved Jungkook loved him back after all, why didn't he notice? Notice the pain in his loved one's eyes? He started blaming himself again, tears streaming down his face.

After a minute or so, Jimin spoke up. "Mrs. Jeon? Why aren't you reading on?" Was his question, which made Jungkook's mother gently shake her head. "February 12th and 13th are missing. I wi-" But she was cut off by Taehyung, who suddenly stood up, surprising everyone present. He clenched his fists, "I can't freaking take this anymore. I'm going to visit Jungkook. I need to tell him how much I love him." He said, tears still streaming down his puffy cheeks. Jimin also got up, "You do know that he w-" He was also cut off by Taehyung, who now looked at Jimin. "Yes. I do know that he won't hear me. I do know well enough that there's no point in going, okay?! I just... I need to go. I love him, I can't accept all of this." Taehyung said, looking at Jimin in a way, that couldn't be described. Jimin could see the pain and desire in his friend's eyes, which made his eyes teary. "All it will do is break your heart even more, please don't go. I know that you're in a lot of pain and don't want to believe this, but it freaking happened." He said, calmly. Okay, that made Taehyung angry. The orange haired boy grabbed his friend on his collar, pulling him closer, looking him directly in the eyes, angrily. "Don't think that you know in how much pain I am. Don't you fucking say you know anything about me or my feelings, got it?!" He nearly yelled. Jimin grabbed Taehyung's hand, looking at him calmly. "Taehyung, p-please." Ah, he stuttered. Obviously Jimin wasn't as calm as he was trying to act. A tear left his eyes, "He won't come back, no matter how hard you try. Please, let's just finish reading this god damn diary. Believe me, you're not the only one who's sad! Every single person here feels the same way as you, so please. Please don't hurt your heart more than necessary. Please don't go. I beg you." After those words, Taehyung's eyes widened, tears still streaming down his face. He let go of Jimin, who fell back down on the chair. Taehyung quietly stood there, then biting his lip. "I-I'm sorry...I only thought of myself. But, I really can't accept this. I'm going and you can't stop me." With those words, he already rushed out of the house. Jimin quickly got up. "Yah, Taehyung! YAH!!" ,but Taehyung was already gone. Jimin stared at the still opened door, not believing that his friend just went to visit Jungkook, even though there was absolutely no point in going. He sat back down, overwhelmed. "He just...went." He muttered, going through his messy hair with his hand. Hoseok couldn't do anything but watch his two friends, while Jungkook's parents had already closed the book. "Jimin, Hoseok. Get ready, we're giving Jungkook a visit." Jungkook's mother said, making Jimin stare at her, widened eyes. "Forget it." Was all he could say, before Hoseok already pulled him up. "No, Jimin, we're going. Jungkook would be happy if we visited him, wouldn't he?" He tried comforting the younger one, smiling sadly. Jimin was on the verge of crying, but then nodded. "Ugh, fine." The four of them got ready, to go over to Jungkook and left. But one thing they forgot, the diary. The red book was laying on the table, until one certain someone picked it up; Nari.