Diary (Vkook, Old Version)

February 10th, 2015

Dear Diary,
Today, I was woken up at 6 am, by Taehyung. At first, I didn't want to wake up, I was so tired, but eventually I got up when Taehyung started to shake me to wake me up. I was still in my school uniform, which was messy from sleeping in it. I went to the bathroom to wash my face and fix my school uniform. After I'd done that, I went back to Taehyung. I was so tired, for some reason. Taehyung smiled at me and told me to sit at the table, that he was making breakfast. I nodded, rubbing my eyes, before I yawned and sat down. The wonderful smell of bacon soon reached my nose, which made me smile. When Taehyung was finally finished with making breakfast, he sat down in front of me. He gave me a few stripes of bacon, so I thanked him. He then looked down on his bacon happily and began to ate it. I smiled, he looked so cute. His hair was messy, flying around everywhere. I then ate my bacon as well.

When we were both ready, it was time to go to school. I was still very tired, but I didn't mind that. Instead, I listened to Taehyung, who was excitedly telling me stories. By the time we reached school, he's told me a lot of things, which I don't even remember anymore. We both said bye, before going to our classrooms. There were still ten minutes left, until class finally started. I really couldn't wait for lunch break. I doodled Taehyung's face in my notebook, with a small heart next to him. When I realized what I had just drawn, I quickly took my eraser and erased it. It would've been bad if anyone had seen this.

When the bell finally rang, I closed my notebook and got up. I got up and ran out of the classroom, to Taehyung's classroom. Exactly at the moment I've reached it, the door opened, Taehyung and a teacher coming out. I smiled, greeting them. The teacher, Mrs. Yoon, smiled widely, saying that I had come just at the right time. I was kind of confused, right time? She then told me that she needs someone to tutor Taehyung, since he was really bad at her subject, math. And I was really good at that, and it was an excuse to spend more time with Taehyung, so I obviously agreed. Mrs. Yoon seemed to be overflowing with happiness, so I just quietly smiled, until she left.

I was just about to ask Taehyung to eat lunch with me, when I felt an arm around my shoulder. Ah, I had forgotten that Jimin was also in that class. Jimin grinned, asking if Taehyung and I could eat lunch with him. And again, I was about to protest, but Taehyung agreed to it. I couldn't do anything now, so I just smiled and went with it.

We were on our way to the cafeteria, when a feminine voice interrupted my thoughts. Sure, it was Hana, who was then greeting Taehyung. She laid her hand on his arm, not seeming to notice me, so I cleared my throat, loud enough for her to hear. She flinched and quickly took her hand away. Good. She understood. I smiled. Jimin, who was walking between Taehyung and me, seemed confused as to what just happened. But I didn't bother explaining.

At lunch, Taehyung and I agreed to meet at my house everyday, at six pm, starting from tomorrow. Then, I would tutor him for 1 - 2 hours. Seemed like a great idea, so I went with it.

After lunch, it was time for a few more boring lessons, which I would spend, not listening to the teacher. Instead, I could only think about how I'm going to tutor Taehyung. I'm not all that good at explaining things, so I might not be able to make him understand everything. I hope it'll turn out alright. But I'm pretty sure it will.

When school was finally ended, I hurried to get home. I didn't bother saying bye to Jimin, Taehyung or Hana. I quickly took my bag and ran home. Out of breathe, I opened the door. What I didn't know was that my cousin was waiting inside for me. She surprised me when I got inside and she simply greeted me. I told her not to surprise me like that, which she replied to by rolling her eyes. She then asked me if it was okay for her to sleep here, so I hummed, meaning it was okay. She sighed in relief, plopping down on the sofa. I laughed at how she looked, before ordering a big pizza for the both of us. After the pizza had arrived and we had eaten it, my cousin went up to my parents' room. She's sleeping there.

Sitting on the sofa all alone, absolutely no noises around me, made me overthink things. Especially things related Taehyung. Things like, what do I do to make him fall in love with me? What if he doesn't ever fall in love with me, if he falls in love with someone else? Only then did I realize that he was already in love with someone; Hana. I had totally forgotten about it, making me mad at myself. I got up, told my cousin I was going for a walk, just to get some fresh air. Actually, I was going for a walk, to sort out my feelings and think about something else than Taehyung and love.

The snow was almost all gone by now, but it was still so cold that my breathe turned white. I didn't care where I was going, I just wanted to get away from everything. I stuffed my hands in my pockets, to warm them up. After about fifteen minutes, I reached a huge lake. The water wasn't frozen, since it's been getting warmer and warmer. I walked along the lake slowly, enjoying the fresh air.
I stopped walking, when I saw a van in front of me. In front of the van, was laying a dog. I smiled kind of, trying to get closer to the dog and pet it, but the dog started barking at me, making me flinch. I pulled back my hand, surprised. It kept barking at me, while I was just standing there. Really, I couldn't stand it anymore. I shouted at the dog, making it bark even more. I kept on shouting, once again letting it all out. My eyes widened when the door of the van opened, revealing someone I've met before; Yoongi. He stared at me for like a minute or so, before he seemed to remember me. He came out of the van and we sat down together, his dog calming down. He asked me what was up, why I was shouting at his dog. I giggled, telling him that it was nothing, that I've just been a bit down lately, because my parents left. Of course, that was a lie. But I, for sure, wasn't gonna tell him about my love for Taehyung. He nodded. We talked for quite a while, until I heard two familiar voices. One, I recognized as Seokjin, the other, Namjoon? The both of them were walking towards us, causing Yoongi to stand up. I stood up as well, smiling. Seokjin smiled when he noticed me. Namjoon also remembered me seemingly quick. The three of us talked for quite a while, until it was seven pm and I decided to go home. I told them bye, and left.

When I finally arrived home, I quickly walked to the bathroom, taking a hot shower. After I had taken a shower, I dried myself, put on my pj's and went to my room. I texted Taehyung and Jimin, wishing them a good night, before taking out my diary and writing this. I'm going to sleep now, Good night diary,
Jungkook