Diary (Vkook, Old Version)

February 4th, 2015

Dear Diary,
Today I got out of the hospital at around 11 am. I immediately went home, not to school. I couldn't, anyway. I was still in pain and I just wanted to sleep, so I hid under my blanket in my bed and tried to fall asleep. But I was interrupted when I heard the doorbell rang. I groaned, who would that be. I walked to the door, sleepy as hell, before opening it. My eyes widened, when I saw who it was. It was Taehyung. Kim freaking Taehyung was standing in front of me, smiling at me. I asked him why he was here, all he did was ask if my mom hadn't told me anything. Ah, so it was her doing. But it didn't matter, I was happy to see Taehyung. So I let him in and we went to the living room. That was when I realized what I looked like. I was wearing a red shirt, grey sweatpants and my hair was messy as hell. My face looked horrible, dark circles under my eyes. All in all, I looked like a homeless drug addict. Okay, maybe that's too much, but I didn't look good at all. I quickly went to my room, changing into black jeans, leaving the red shirt on, then combed my hair and washed my face. I couldn't do anything about the dark circles, so whatever. I went back to Taehyung, who was now sitting on the sofa. I sat down beside him, and there was it again. That silence, that I had described as painful before. This time, it was more awkward than painful, though. He looked at me, then at my neck, his eyes widening. He pointed out that my neck was red from that guy's grip yesterday. I knew that, I had looked in the mirror. I tried taking my mother's make up to cover it up, but failed, since I don't even know how to use make up properly. I then asked him why he was here once again, trying to change the subject. He said, my mom had asked him to come over today since I was gonna be all alone. He didn't know why she asked him, instead of Jimin, since Jimin seemed closer to me than him, but I think I know the reason. It's because I like him, that's why. I laughed it off, as my mother being weird. I asked him why he came over then, why he wasn't at school. He said he was skipping school, because it's "just boring anyway". We then decided to watch a movie, since there was nothing else to do. Eventually, I fell asleep during the movie, laying in my bed when I woke up. But I wasn't laying there alone, no. There was an orange-haired, good-looking person laying next to me, who smelled so good that I could've just started sniffing on him. I turned to Taehyung, when I noticed his arm was resting on my waist. Of course he was sleeping, or else he probably would've gotten up and this would be very awkward. I laid my hand on this cheek, smiling at that beauty if his, even when he was sleeping. It felt so warm, just being able to touch him like this made me so happy. I slowly moved in closer, closing the gap between us. Our faces were just about an inch away from each others. Oh how I wish I could've kissed his soft-looking lips right then, right there. But I couldn't. So instead, I kissed his forehead, before falling asleep again.
I woke up, missing the warmth next to me. My eyes opened, seeing Taehyung who's just getting up from my bed. Oh my god. His hair was messy from laying, he looked at me. I quickly sat up, looking at him. He smiled at me, saying he had to go home, since it was already 9 pm. I was surprised, we actually slept like that for a long time. So I didn't protest and walked to the door with him. He was just about to leave, when I grabbed his wrist, looking down. He looked at me in confusement, until I finally talked. I stuttered, asking him if he can come again tomorrow. Oh god. I'm being too obvious about the fact that I like him... After Taehyung had smiled at me and said yes, I let him go and closed the door.
Since it's about 10 pm now, I'm going to sleep, Good night diary,
Jungkook