Diary (Vkook, Old Version)

January 7th, 2015

Dear Diary,
Today, really really early, Taehyung was allowed to go home, so he was able to come to school as well! I didn't think it was a good idea but he did come anyway. Oh, right. Today was the first day of school after break! I got to see everyone again.
Anyway, after Taehyung got home, I went over to his house. We walked to school together and talked a lot. There's still a bit snow, but not as much as anymore.
When we reached the school, we got the information; his classroom, schedule etc. I then showed him to his classroom, before going to mine. Taehyung is in the same class as Jimin, so I won't have to worry.
At lunch break, I showed Taehyung around the school. He said he doubts that he'll remember where everything is, so I said that I'll tell him, no matter how many times he forgets.
After I showed him everything, we went to eat lunch on the rooftop. It's always really beautiful up there. We ate lunch and talked. It was a lot of fun. Even though it's only been a week, Taehyung and I are already really great friends; I don't think I've ever had a friend this great. I hope we'll never fight because I really don't want to loose him.
After lunch, it was time for P.E classes. Gladly, Jimin's and my class have that together. We played basketball, which I really love. But suddenly, the basketball hit my nose and it started bleeding; I fell down. It hurt a lot and I don't really know, but I think I cried. Jimin wanted to help me up, but Taehyung picked me up. I felt really dizzy so that was good. He was carrying me to the infirmary, piggyback. The nurse treated my nose and told me to sleep for a bit, so I did.
I woke up just one hour ago. Taehyung was sleeping on the chair next to me, so I woke him up and we walked home.
Once I was home, I immediately ran up to my room and messaged Jimin, asking him about the feelings I described yesterday. Because they've gotten worse. The reason I felt dizzy wasn't because the ball hit my head, but because my knees felt like pudding and my heart was beating rapidly. I don't even know why! Seriously, this sucks so much. Anyway, I'm going to sleep now,
Good Night Diary,
Jungkook

Taehyung stared at the wall, remembering this day. Many many tears rolled down his cheek. "No." He said quietly, making everyone look at him. "Nononono. I can't take this anymore!!" He yelled, slamming his fist on the table, tears streaming down his cheeks. "Why the fuck did this have to happen!!!" He yelled, making everyone cry even more. "I don't want to know any more of this. Can I go home now?" He asked, calming down a bit. Jimin shook his head, "No, Taehyung. We need to know Jungkook's feelings and why all of this has happened. You need to know." He said, looking down, still crying. Taehyung pressed his lips together, before letting out a quiet "Fine." Jungkook's father read on...