Diary (Vkook, Old Version)

February 9th, 2015

Dear Diary,
Today I got woken up by my alarm, at 5:30 am. I got up, rubbing my eyes. I was so tired, for some reason. When I remembered yesterday's event, I felt my face heat up. I quickly shook my head, getting up. I changed into my school uniform, although I really didn't want to go to school. My mind was full of questions, like, what would I do if I saw Taehyung at school? I let out a long sigh and went to the bathroom, to wash my face. I noticed the mark on my neck was almost invisible, and the dark circles under my eyes were nearly gone, too. I smiled and combed my hair, after I had washed my face. I didn't bother eating breakfast, and made my way to school. The snow outside was beginning to melt, it was still dark and there were barely any other people outside. It was really cold and I didn't have my gloves with me, so I stuffed my hands in my pockets, so they'd warm up. I was still freezing, though. I was relieved when I finally entered the school and the warmth hit my freezing face. I closed the door behind me and walked along the dark hallways, to my classroom. It was so warm inside, that I was able to take off my jacket without freezing. I sat down at my seat and laid my head on the table. It was only 6:40 am, so I was gonna be alone for another hour and fifteen minutes. I'd still have been at home, if my parents were there, but now that I'm living alone, there was simply no reason to stay home for longer than needed. I couldn't stand the silence anymore, so I took out my phone and headphones and started listening to music. I got up, walking out of the classroom, humming along to the music. I walked up to the roof and sat down there, looking at the, still dark, sky. I sighed, awaiting the sun to rise in a few minutes, and so it did. The sunrise was beautiful, but I had forgotten that I wasn't wearing my jacket, and started freezing so I went back inside. The building started lighting up as well, due to the sun. It was 7:25 am. Thirty more minutes. I went back to my classroom and sat back down on my seat, and stopped listening to music. I still didn't feel like attending the lessons, but I had to, since I wasn't sick. When finally, thirty minutes later, everyone came in, I sighed.
At lunch break, I hesitated before getting up and leaving the classroom. I still had no idea how to act around Taehyung, I mean, he didn't know about the kiss, but it still felt awkward. That was when I remembered I had p.e today. Great. Since we've just gotten our new schedule, my class now always has p.e together with Jimin's, which is also Taehyung's class. I went straight to the cafeteria, sitting down at one of the empty tables, after getting lunch. I didn't feel like eating, only ate a few bites. I flinched, when I felt someone tap my shoulder. I turned around, seeing Taehyung's smile in front of me. Just that, and I already felt my face heat up. I quickly turned back to my food, not saying anything. Taehyung sat beside me, pouting because I hadn't greeted him. For ten minutes, we didn't talk, until he finally broke the silence, asking me why I had only eaten a little bit, so I just told him I wasn't all that hungry, even though I was hungry After all, I hadn't eaten breakfast.
After lunch, Taehyung and I walked to the gym together. We were playing basketball today. It was actually a lot of fun, until someone threw the ball to Taehyung. I mean, it's not bad that she threw the ball at Taehyung, but it seems he wasn't paying attention at all, so the ball hit him right in the face, making him stumble and fall down. I ran over to him, just like some other people. I took his hand, helping him up. His nose was bleeding, so I decided to bring him to the infirmary. After telling the teacher, I brought him there. The nurse gave him a tissue and asked him if he was dizzy, I was worried. He nodded, so the nurse told him to stay there for a while. I asked if I could stay too and she nodded. So I sat down, next to Taehyung. After an hour, when Taehyung said he was feeling better, the nurse told me to take him home, so I did. She wouldn't let him go home alone, since he was still feeling a bit dizzy. And I wouldn't, either, since I was so worried. We walked for a while, until we finally reached his apartment. He opened the door and let me in. That was when I heard my stomach growl, cursing myself for not having eaten a lot. Taehyung noticed, so we decided to eat lunch together, because he didn't eat anything either. But since I didn't want to let Taehyung cook, I did. I wasn't very experienced in cooking, but to my luck, he had fries and chicken nuggets, that I just had to put in the microwave for a few minutes. After they were ready and I put them on two plates, I walked to Taehyung, who was sitting on the sofa. I gave him his plate and sat down next to him. When we were done eating, we decided to play games. Taehyung had a few, so we decided to play mario kart. After a few hours of playing, it's gotten really late. It was dark, so Taehyung asked me to stay the night, and I agreed. Everything was better than going home in the dark, just to be alone at home after. By the way, the reason I can write this now, is because I take my diary everywhere I go. Ahh, I'm so tired, Good Night Diary,
Jungkook