Diary (Vkook, Old Version)

January 12th, 2015

Dear Diary,
Today was monday. When I realized that I had to go ti school, I sighed and quickly got changed. God, I hate school. Why had I been so excited about school last week?! Ugh.
After a 20-minute-walk in the cold, I finally arrived at hell, also known as school. I ran to my classroom, for no reason really; I wasn't late or anything. Sighing, I entered the room. What I first saw made me regret it immediately; Taehyung and his new girlfriend hugging. Why Taehyung was in my classroom? Easy. Apparently his new girlfriend is in my class, even though I don't remember ever seeing her. Whatsoever, not letting anyone know about my feelings, I proceeded to walk over to my seat and sat down. Just then, the both seemed to notice me. Taehyung smiled widely, letting go of the girl, that I could not stand seeing, for a certain reason, which I stated yesterday. Hyung walked over to me, greeting me, so I greeted back. He quickly kissed his lover's forehead, before running out of the room. I could have thrown up at the sight before me: The way Taehyung kissed that girl that he had only known since two days; the way that girl had an evil grin on her face, after he kissed her. What the hell even is this feeling?! I know, for a fact, that I am in love with Taehyung hyung, but this feeling was different. So I decided to ask Jimin after school once again, he knew about things like this so well.
Of course, me and my stupidity couldn't help but stare at the lovey-dovey couple all day.
Taehyung was such a sweet boyfriend, oh my god. He came to get her after class and walk to the cafeteria with her, holding hands. He paid for her food, feeding her afterwards. He seemed so happy, yet I could only seem to look at his supposed lover, who felt like a queen, Taehyung her servant. I swear, if we hadn't been at school that time, I would've killed her right there. I angrily ate lunch, only to look at Taehyung feeding his princess. Oh, I would've given anything to be her. Wait, what. Agh! However, the whole day passed by, Taehyung being sweet to his lover (note: must find out her name!), while she feels like she's the fucking queen. I was SO happy when I was finally allowed to escape from the depths of hell, a.k.a school. I ran home, as fast as I could, to get home around ten minutes later. I locked the door and ran to my room, throwing myself in my bed, sobbing in my pillow. Everything had been going so fast; Taehyung and the girl have only known each other for two days and are already so lovey-dovey. I just couldn't stand it, screamed into my pillow, tears leaving my eyes. Crying and sobbing tired me so much that I totally forgot to ask Jimin what I wanted to ask him, but that wasn't important anyway. I was too tired and sad? anyway. But why was I sad, shouldn't I be happy, to see the person I love, being happy? What's wrong with me? I really, really dislike this feeling. To calm down, I'll ask mom if I can stay home tomorrow. Good night diary,
Jungkook

Taehyung gulped. "Was I really this clingy to her?" He asked, disbelief all over his face, eyes and voice. Jimin nodded quickly. "Yes." Before reading on...