Diary (Vkook, Old Version)

January 6th, 2015

Dear Diary,
Today I visited Taehyung at the hospital again, and guess what! He woke up! He wasn't allowed to leave the room though, so we couldn't go anywhere. He asked me to buy him water, so I did. We talked about a lot of things and I told him that I'm glad that he's fine now, and I really am. Later, Jimin also came over and talked with us.
Not a lot happened, so I'll write more about my feelings today.
I've been really confused lately, like, I don't even know why. My heart has been beating faster lately, I often get a weird feeling in my stomach, and feel like crying at random times. Am I sick? When I think about it, all this happens, mostly when I'm together with Hyung. Looking at his orange, fluffy hair makes me want to just touch it and play with it. His eyes make me want to stare at them all day and his lips look so cute. Wait. What am I even writing here... Gosh, I'm so confused. I'll ask Jimin, if he knows what this is.
Ah, right! Tomorrow is my first day of school after break. Taehyung will be going to my school so I'll show him around. Hmm, I don't think I really have anything else to write today... I'll text Taehyung Hyung and Jimin good night messages and then go to sleep.
Good night diary,
Jungkook.

Everybody was crying and sobbing by now. Taehyung couldn't stand all this. "Excuse me, I'm going to the bathroom." He said, tears dripping down his cheeks. The others nodded, Taehyung stood up and ran to the bathroom. He broke down, crying and sobbing. He hit the floor multiple times, screaming. Even though his throat started hurting, he didn't stop. He let it all out, before he went back to the others. "Read on." He said, wiping his tears away, his voice cracking. Jungkook's father nodded and read on...