Diary (Vkook, Old Version)

January 22nd, 2015

Dear Diary,
I guess not seeing Taehyung for a day wasn't good, after all. I miss him. The way he smiles when he sees me, the way he calls out my name. The way his orange hair moves in the wind, the way his eyes sparkle when he's happy... I miss all of those, oh god. That's why I went to school today, and I could talk to Taehyung! I tried my best not to show my feelings for him; I really shouldn't. It would only lead to more painful feelings and I really don't want that.
So I went to school again, of course wearing long sleeves because of you-know-what; I don't want people to find out. I was really early, so I waited for everyone in the classroom, all alone. It was a good feeling, sitting in the classroom, enjoying the silence. But I guess it was too peaceful, because apparently, I fell asleep. I only noticed, when my classmate had woken me up. Well, I couldn't help it, so whatever. Moreover, it also was a good feeling to get teached again. I shouldn't stay home again, unless I'm sick... However, when lunch break came, everything changed. At first, everything was fine and I was happy, going to Jimin's classroom, because we had promised to eat lunch together before. So I did, and we went to the school cafeteria. We sat down, at the table we always sit at and talked. Until Taehyung came. Oh, but not alone. Together with Hana. I didn't like it, but I couldn't say anything. After all, I'm Taehyung's friend and he doesn't know about my feelings. But Hana seems to know a lot, which is bad. Really bad. She kept that stupid grin on her face, looking at me, her head resting on Taehyung's shoulder. Wah. I could've thrown up, right then, right there. But I didn't. After lunch, we all went back to class. The rest of the day went by in a flash, which I'm really thankful for. I didn't really do anything else than read books and stuff. Good night diary,
Jungkook

A quiet 'pft' was heard in the room. Jimin raised an eyebrow; it wasn't him. Hoseok's eyes widened; it wasn't him either. It was Taehyung, who now looked like he's gone insane. Oh. He has. He started laughing crazily, "Ahahhaha! I was.. so stupid! I should've told him my feelings! But now... Now I can't, anymore. I-I've lost my chance..." His laughing faded, he began to cry again. "And it's solely my fault." Jimin looked down, also crying. "Hey. It's not solely your fault." Hoseok tried to comfort the orange haired boy who was crying endlessly. "Hm." was all that could be heard by him, before Jimin decided to read on...