happy new year
new
some sort of sick placebo
nothings really newi guess they mean the numbers
but people hold this change up
as if it's significant
other than me erasing the old date i wrote accidentallya new year
and i'm still in the same place i was last year
same slump
same personi wish the new year wiped my slate clean
maybe i'd get over the hatred i feel
i'd move on and be stable
no more grudgesbut i can't do that
the wounds still open when i see them
they bleed the same red
they never heal properlyfuck 2020
and while we're at it
fuck 2021