15 Months

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I feel more than empty
Like a balloon
Oh fuck that's a memory of you

I can't even manage to put together something poetic
I'm just so upset
I just wish I could've done better

I know I didn't deserve it
But I know I should've been better
I know you needed patience
Did you know I needed reassurance?

We both need things
But our needs get in the way of each other
It's quite unhealthy, so that's why we're here

So I'll wait
But I'm not shutting down
I hope you do the same

You need to react better
I need to realize I didn't need you
We need to get better

I'll always have love for you

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