every time i see you
i kinda wish you'd die
but i can't say that out loud
cause some people think that's bad
i want you to suffer like i did
except physically
because it would kill you
and maybe then you'd feel guilty
or maybe death is too easy
maybe i want you to really wish
that you were fucking dead
because then you'd really understand
how can you smile
and laugh at me
when you know
you've fucking destroyed me
even i, an apathetic asshole
can't do that
i can't laugh at someone who's hurt
when they don't deserve it
i didn't deserve it
you fucking know that
so why oh why
did you take the gods' work into your hands?
