i hope you're happy with yourself
i hope you're pleased that you hurt me for him
that you chose an abuser
over someone who tired their fucking best
i didn't let others touch me
but you i could handle
i didn't share with others
but with you i offered my drink to
i didn't trust people with my secrets
but i told you all i felt like you should know
i didn't spend money on others
but i would help you in a minute
i tried and tired and tired
but i guess i'm really never enough
yeah i fucked up some
don't act fucking innocent
remember how you'd drop me for saying you and them would fall apart
guess what
you fucking fell apart
you fucked me over so many times
so many fucking times
for a lover
and this time is no different
so enjoy your fucking time with him
because he'll leave like he always does
and you'll be broken again
but i'm not there to fucking help you
choke on your fucking tears
regret every step you took
feel crushing guilt
maybe you'll finally learn something
you're so fucking stupid
but i loved you like a brother
i tolerated so much stupidity
i'm tired of pretending like it's my fault
you left me
you chose him
i tried to be the best for you
but that wasn't enough for you
i was a doormat for you
and hell i am for many people
but i'm so fucking tired of being stepped on
i'm so fucking tired
choke on your own breath
i hope you cry your eyes swollen like i have
i hope they stay puffy and you have to fucking face people who can't help you
i hope you feel alone
i hope you loose everything you think you have
i hope you FUCKING LEARN
i hope you feel the pain i fucking felt
