i feel like i'm breaking with every breath i take
it it normal to feel so large
i can't look in the mirror anymore
i don't see someone i know
i haven't felt a pain like this in a while
it's refreshing to know i can still hurt
but god could it stick to my body
and stop making it harder to inhale
i'm sick to my stomach
i want to vomit everything i didn't eat
i'm so tired of feeling so fat
so greedy and spoiled
at this point
dying is less scary than breaking
at least i'll still be intact in my casket
