genuinely
how can you sit there
and blame me?
you chose him
the same him who made me want to die
the one who manipulated me
the one i can't stand to think about
you chose him
when i was supposed to be your friend
and blame me?
what exactly did i do?
seriously, tell me
tell me what i did
i didn't lie to you
you know i try to avoid lying
i didn't abuse you
i never laid a hand on you
i didn't manipulate you
i didn't make you believe something else other than the truth
what the fuck did i do
what did i do to deserve this
what made you hate me
what made you choose him
because maybe there's a big miscommunication
you seem to believe i meant to hurt you
but i don't recall ever doing that
if i meant to hurt you
i'd admit it at this point
what benefit would i get from lying?
none, really
and again i'll ask
how did you expect me to react
to you and him
how did you think it'd go
