Yumi POV
"Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!" I shouted out of frustration.
"WHY MEEE?!" then my tears start falling
Mag isa lang ako ngayon dito sa tuktok ng bundok kung saan tanaw mo mula dito ang mga bukid at ang city. For me this is the safest and my comfort place. Why? Dahil tahimik dito, walang gaanong tao.
I stand up again
"W-WHYY?!" I shouted again
Nagulat ako ng may biglang yumakap sa akin, nanlaban ako dahil hindi ko naman alam kung sino tong basta basta na lang yumayakap sa akin.
"Shhhhh" he said
His voice sounds familiar, I looked at him....
It's Lance, What is he doing here?
"U-Umalis kana, I don't need you here!" I shouted at him
Pero tila hindi niya ako narinig, he hug me tighter na para bang ayaw nya akong makawala.
"Shhhh, Yumi" he said in comforting tone
"W-why?W-why me?!" I said while still crying
"Shhhh, It's gonna be okay" he said while hugging me
*after an hour*
"What happened?" he asked me
"N-Nothing" I answered
Ayoko sabihin, ayoko makadagdag sa problema niya.
"Stop lying please"Lance
"N-no I-i'm n-not" at pilit na ngumiti
"You've change" nawala ang ngiti ko sa sinabi niya
"You've change a lot" huh?
Napalingon ako sa kanya, nakatingin sila sa malayo, then he started flashing a smile, a sad smile
"You know? Ang Yumi na kilala at kaibigan ko, ibang-iba sa Yumi na kasama namin ngayon." huh? what is he saying?
"Yung Yumi na kaibigan ko, she's always smiling a real smile, has a cheerful personality and she's caring" she smile sadly
"But now, you're totally different, yes you smiled pero yung mata at facial expression mo sinasabi na you're not okay. You used to be cheerful but now, you always wanted to be alone" he said in sad voice
Did I really changed a lot?
"It's still me" sabi ko sa kanya
"You left" he said
Yes, I left. Pero hindi ko iyon desisyon. It's my parents
"But, I'm back" I answered
"Oo, bumalik ka pero iba ka na" natahimik ako sa sinabi niya
"Ano ba talaga nangyari sayo sa loob ng isang taon?" he asked me
Should I tell him? How?
"Nawalan ka ng communication sa amin, a month after you left" he continue
Yes that's true, inalis ko na yung communication ko sa kanila ni Reika, because I thought makakalimutan nila ako, na hindi na siguro nila ako kaibigan.
"I'm sorry" tanging sambit ko
Sorry kung naging selfish ako, sorry if sarili ko lang iniisip ko.
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It's Okay not to Be Okay (UNEDITED)
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