Love Means Healing

(6) Missing you

Celia POV:
"Yeah momma I'm coming home today... I'll explain what happened when I get there-...you can't be mad it's not my fault- mom! I'll tell you later, you'll understand... I'm sorry... ok I love you too I'll see you later."

So obviously I'm going home today. I'm gonna miss these guys.
I leave Toni's room and walk into the living room where her and Fangs are playing Call Of Duty Black Ops 4.
I go and sit in her lap burying my head in her neck. I turn to straddle her and I feel something poking me. Oh

"Baby please I can't see"
I try to get off her lap but she keeps me there

"Hold on"

"Toni you just said-"

"I know but I take it back"

She just doesn't want Fangs to se her boner lmao.
Her game finally finishes and she turns me on my side to snuggle.
"I'mgonnamissyou"
she mumbled in my neck

"I'm going to miss you too"
I say playing with her hair.

"Y'all are too cute" Kevin says walking out of the bathroom.
"What time are you you back home?"

"She said by 7"

"That's too soooonn ugh" Toni said snuggling closer to me. I love when she's like this.

"It's only three"

"I mean.. we could kiss... till then"
Toni says massaging my thigh. Me and Toni have fucked so many times but she's being so slow with me, I've never seen that in her. Which is probably why she got hard so easily, the sexual frustration.

"Take that in there" Fangs says pointing to Toni's bedroom.

Toni POV:

"Take that in there"
Ok kev. I gently picked Celia up, I've been trying my best to be careful with her normally I'm really rough but she needs me right now. We kiss on our way there.
I sit her down in my bed and sit next to her.
"Hi"she giggles
"Hi"
I cup her cheeks and we make-out for a while.

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Toni POV:
Me and Cece are watching a movie cuddled up in bed. It's 6:30 and the movie is going off soon.
"Toni"

"Yeah?"

"I'm sorry we can't have sex"
Oop- Chile what do I say? I mean it's fine I can control myself
She starts to cry
... and I thought about it too long

"It's ok baby, I'll always wait till you're ready"

"Thank you Toni...I might not be ready to have sex with you but I want to tell you what happened that night. I feel like I owe it to you after you saved me"

"You don't owe me anything"

"I still want to tell you though. When I get home so I can explain it to you Kev, Fangs and my mom at the same time"

"Ok, don't feel pressured tho"

"I'm ready to, Toni. I have to admit it to myself as well."

*Knock knock*

"Come in"

"How dare you cuddle without us"

The boys jumped in the bed with us.

"I'm gonna miss you boys"
Celia said massaging their heads