Love Means Healing

(20) Reliving The Past

⚠️TW: RAPE ⚠️
Toni POV

"Peach, I'm sorry I didn't know." I apologized, walking into my girlfriend's trailer.

"I don't want to hear it Toni."

"Baby it's not even that big of a deal, I'm only 2 minutes late." I defended, following her to her bedroom.

"Dont start sassing me Toni. You're making me feel like my feelings aren't valid, is that what you want?"

"No, of course not-"

"Two minutes, I was waiting for you by the door and you didn't show."

"I know peachy, I'm sorry." I sighed climbing onto her bed, where she was laying facing away from me.

"I'm sorry, next time I'll be early" I repeated, kissing her neck while rubbing her shoulders.

"It's too late Toni, you already hurt me." She said, pushing me away from her.

"I'm sorry-"

"You know what you have to do." She said coldly, looking into my eyes.

And I did know what she meant, I have to make it up to her using my body. I have to have sex with her.

"Can we please not tonight? I don't feel like it."

"And I don't feel like forgiving you right now."

I took a deep breath and slid off the bed, I took my work shirt off slowly. I really don't want to do this right now, but I want her to forgive me. She's right, I was two minutes late. I should be on time to hangout with my girlfriend, she loves me for crying out loud.

After my shirt was off I pulled the blankets off of her bed. She watched as I did this, waiting for me to strip her as well.

I climbed back up to her, gently turning her on her back.

"I'm sorry" I whispered, she didn't respond she just rolled her eyes and reached for my shorts.

When they were down I started to strip her. I took her shirt and pants off, she took the rest off. When we were both naked I tried to get myself hard. It took a lot because this doesn't really turn me on, it makes me feel bad because I really like Peaches but when we have sex it doesn't go up. I stroked it a few times until I was ready. I lined myself up in front of her, pushing in gently. She moaned but I didn't. It didn't feel right to me.

"Faster" I picked up my pace, trying to please her. I want her to forgive me.

"Fuck Toni you cant even do it right!" She shouted, pushing me onto my back. She rocked her hips back and forth and bounced up and down. Pleasing herself.

"Peach, I'm sorry" She ignored me and kept using my dick for her pleasure.

"Okay. You got what you wanted, we're done right?" I asked, trying to sit up.

"No! We're not. I don't forgive you" she growled, pinning my arms down.

"You did this to yourself, you're going to fix it." She growled, continuing to have sex with me.

My body tensed uncomfortably as she continued to ride me. She leaned down by my ear, gripping my wrists with her long nails, leaving more cuts I'd need to cover. She continued to moan, throwing her head back and smiling. I felt tears running down my face.

"I'm sorry Peaches"

"Please..."

"Please it doesn't feel right"