The most pain

"The anger inside"

The pain that feel is that of a loved one dying. My heart has taken so much pain, it's been destroyed so much, stabbed again and again. My heart aches for the one that I thought had fixed it broke it again. But I stood up, I dusted myself off and started walking. The anger started to build the ones that I called friends had betrayed my trust went behind my back and did monstrous things there. I was blind but for a while but I was quick and cunning. My anger was rising I was furious with my loved ones that had hurt me so much. my fist were clenched I was seeing red I was ready to kill the perpetrator who had offended me and pretended to be my friend. I cannot trust anyone now my world is spinning I cannot contain my anger. My heart was pounding my ears were ringing I could hear the echoes of those who had done wrong screaming at me to stop. I had two choices to make now, I could destroy everything that I loved, or I could become one with myself and with a sound mind I could better everything with my all. I could feel the anger subsiding my head stopped spinning my gifts started to unclench. I became one with myself and my surroundings I took a deep breath and exhaled deeply. I realize that I couldn't lose the ones that I love over so much drama. I leave you now to think on these things so that you know that no matter how bad it is you can always control your anger especially if it involves the ones you love and adore.