"Draining pain"
You ever get that feeling where you just wanna be left alone to die or rot away to nothing. And you feel hopeless and insecure. You feel as though no one cares about you, and that you could just disappear without anybody noticing. And only to find out that everyone around you hates you, and tells you your not wanted here. And then you remember that every single person that you have ever loved and held close to your heart has betrayed you in ways that were to cruel to even be told. You sit there and watch as the people you trust disown you in your face and banish you from their sight forever. You remember how they left you alone to die and fend for yourself in a dark world full of horrors. You begin to sink deeper into depression and no plans of ever coming back out. You feel reclusive and cold. You get a feeling of despair and you think it's all over. The good memories have all but faded and the goodness of your heart is slowly turning into anger and rage. The pieces of your heart are scattered across time and space shattered by the ones you cared most about. You feel empty and lost, and you have no more love left to give save the last drop of forgiveness to anyone willing enough to have pity on you and save you from the darkness. I leave you now to think on these things so that you know even the kindest person feels pain.
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The most pain
PoesiaThis is all my poems that I've written about various situations that I've been in and my journey through this life some are funny, and some are very deep. They all come from me. My inspiration was Eminem he inspired me to write exactly how I feel. T...
