The most pain

"You found me"

I was lost and confused, wandering and searching. I was searching for a love I could never have. I was looking in the wrong places. I had given up hope of ever finding the one true person who loved me the way I loved so many others. It became clear to me that I would be alone to struggle against life and all of its horrors. I wanted so desperately to be loved by the ones raised me only to be denied by means of savage rage. I was ambiguous in my thoughts lost in my words and hurt by all the betrayal. The deep scars left behind by all the heart break left me speechless to those who loved me even a little for I was searching for just a little bit of love. How wrong I was to look for so little when there were those who would give me their all just to see me smile. It was when my search had come to an end and when my hope was all gone that I had met you. The only one to look into my eyes and see the dark past and the horrible nightmares that plague me. You saw the good in me which had been lost in a careless time where I was once free. You showed me the way to a life filled with love. When I met you you didn't give up on me. When I met you you persisted to love me more than anyone I had ever encountered. Your love was vast as an ocean, and your river of tears was great. You showed me the way to a better life. One where I wouldn't be alone one where we could grow old together and change the world. My love it is with great honor I adore you. It with great sacrifice that you believe in me to do the impossible that I am so willing to do for you. Fate has run its course. You are my world my one and only true friend whom I deserve. One day we will look back at our lives and smile because we both made the right choice of believing in each other to do the impossible and love once more. I leave you now to think on these things so that you know that I love you with all of my heart and I will be with you through the end of time.